“I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed”…

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He’ll never understand…
And he’ll never know…

The mental pain she felt…
In simply letting him go…

The chains she unlocked…
To end all the madness…

Freeing his imperfect soul…
Removing all his sadness…

By becoming so distant…
Extracting herself from his life…

She knew it had to be done…
Despite all the strife…

Because she’d fallen too far…
And there was no return…

Leading to an ending…
That would scar and burn…

As he was not hers…
Just an impossible dream…

Which haunted her nights…
With such painful screams…

Leading to such regrets…
Each day of her life…

That he was not in it…
As she replays and rewinds…

But there was no future…
And she had to decide…

Even if it killed her…
So she hid the pain inside…

As his gentle eyes…
Turned from confusion into hate…

Not really understanding…
And now it’s far too late…

The walls are erected…
With the friendship lost…

And no stolen moment…
Was worth this huge cost…

But she had to move on…
And allow her head to drive…

It’s the only way she knows…
It’s the only way she survives…

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