“You’re walkin’ the wire, pain and desire”…

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She knows what she wants,
deep down inside…

The best of both worlds,
where planets collide…

Wants her cake and eat it,
without all the stress…

Of the guilty emotions,
she fails to supress…

Wants all the distraction,
without any of the cost…

No emotional attachment,
no friendship bruised or lost…

Wants to taste freedom,
without actually being free…

As she likes the lifestyle,
which brings such security…

So she keeps it hidden,
buries it all deep within…

Hides behind the mask,
she has to keep wearing…

Keeping it locked away,
from eyes in plain sight…

Only allowing her thoughts,
any freedom at night…

When she thinks about,
what no one else can know…

All the deep dark distractions,
the Devil himself has shown…

The flaming lips that fuelled,
her insatiable desire…

Freed all her inhibitions,
lit her inner fires…

She knows it’s so wrong,
but is addicted to the thrill…

And doesn’t know how to stop it,
there is no magic pill…

So she keeps on going,
each day risking more…

Knowing what she wants but,
edging closer to Hell’s trap door…

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“Trusting in the fire while the cruel flame burns”…

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Please, please persuade me…
Gently twist my arm…
Go on make me do it…
Can’t do any harm…

Softly say it to me…
Get inside my head…
Distort my blurred reality…
I’m just so easily led…

Am open to the thrill of it…
Just need a subtle push…
Down the dark garden path…
Behind that leafy bush…

Where no one else can see…
Or will ever know…
The secrets and the lies…
Within the sinful shadow…

Order me to do it…
Be so fucking forceful…
Make me trust and obey you…
You push, I promise I’ll pull…

Bind my slender wrists…
Blind my deceitful eyes…
Use your sharpened nails…
Take me by utter surprise…

Leave a lasting imprint…
Tattoo it on my soul…
Be the twisted lightning…
In life’s fucked up Black hole…

Be my forbidden distraction…
An oasis in the dark…
A secret only we can trust…
The place my guilt can park…

Fuel my very destruction…
So intense and so reckless…
It’s absorbing my very soul…
Hung on your entangled necklace…

Please will you persuade me…
You alone own the key…
I know you want to do it…
Just force me to my knees…

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“What a wicked thing to do, to let me dream of you”…

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You mean nothing to him now…

But you used to mean so much…

He’d spend every waking hour…

Craving your sexual touch…

But you would look right through him…

Always choosing the wrong men…

Then tell him all your problems…

Expecting he would fix them…

The one you’d always turn to…

Someone you could depend…

But in his head he saw you naked…

And time in his dreams you’d spend…

Such raw erotic notions…

Hoping that they would come true…

Immensely powerful feelings…

That kept him close to you…

They haunted him at night…

Were always out of control…

But he managed to escape them…

The day you tore his soul…

A moment in time he won’t forget…

That look upon your face…

The cruelty in your stunning eyes…

Which put him in his place…

He never saw it coming…

And misread all the signs…

The right hook to the chin…

This single moment redefined…

It ripped down his defences…

Pulled down his inner wall…

Left him questioning everything…

Did he really know you at all…

It took him time to recover…

To get back on his feet…

You never really noticed, just found…

The one who made your life complete…

You mean nothing to him now…

But you used to mean everything…

Now you’re just a bitter memory…

As painful as a wicked wasp sting…

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