“I want you, did you mean to tell me but seem to forget”…

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She drowns in his words…

Hearing what she wants to hear…

No matter what he tells her…

She’ll always keep him near…

Clinging to every sentence…

Looking for some sanctuary…

Hoping that he’ll love her…

Praying one day, he will see…

That he could be the one…

To mend her tattered soul…

And he should be the one…

To fill her heart shaped hole…

As she’s been biding her time…

Waited patiently in the shadows…

And watched him from afar…

Whilst silently firing her arrows…

Laced with a simmering hatred…

That resides beneath her skin…

When she sees him with others…

But keeps her anger within…

As she wants him so badly…

The desire inside just burns…

And every time she’s close to him…

That loving feeling returns…

Leaving contradictory voices…

That fuck with her head…

So she keeps holding on….

Analysing each word said…

Interpreting anyway she wants…

So it makes her feel special…

But he hasn’t got a clue…

Which makes it more stressful…

As his eyes are sealed off…

Unaware he’s such a tease…

Stumbling through his life…

Not seeing what she sees…

So she twists his words…

Into what she wants to hear…

And though he’ll never love her…

She’ll forever keep him near…

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“Let’s kiss this thing goodbye”…

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Bite the bullet and
extract the bitter sting…

Because her constant lies,
are wearing so thin…

It’s time to end this and
to call it a day…

It’s a no win situation,
no matter what people say…

As the moment is past and
the story has ended…

Now it’s time to move on and
allow wounds to be mended…

And your head to clear,
erasing each painful memory…

Whilst freeing yourself,
from the mental agonies…

That came with the territory,
walking hand in hand…

Now it’s time to remove,
your head from the sand…

And simply admit defeat,
in this noble gesture…

That in cold stark reality,
had begun to fester…

As a clean break was,
both required and needed…

You should have listened and
you should have heeded…

The forewarned words,
that your ears were told…

Instead of listening,
to her lies spun with gold…

So this is the start and
now reality begins…

Time to remove everything,
that’s curled up within…

Your locked up boxes,
go and hide them away…

Kiss the memories goodbye,
end your heart’s decay…

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“People talking without speaking”…

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Senses silently screaming…
It feels like I am dreaming…
Look away for simple reason…
Every touch from you is treason…
Nobody can ever know…
Code of honour we bestow…
Eye… Fly… Low…

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“I got a feeling that just won’t go away”…

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Staring into the eye of a storm…
With both of us refusing to blink…
This dark cloud gathered as I was born…
Leaving my mind clear to think…

Though it may look a bit confusing…
And it may appear out of all control…
In the moment of my choosing…
I’ll shake the dice and roll…

And take the chance to change…
To push them all away…
All the monsters, the weird and strange…
And my demons I will one day slay…

Because “THEY” never feared romancing…
Or allowed their true feelings to show…
But warned about ladies dancing…
In the light of the moon’s Red glow…

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