Deception…

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He knew what you were to him…
Nothing more and nothing less…

A single beacon of shining light
In a dark ocean full of stress

You were there when it mattered…
In the right place at the right time

Offering the hand of friendship
Throwing him a slender lifeline

Someone who he could turn to…
Independently listening to his pain…

But who never sat in judgement
With seemingly nothing to gain

And as the months went by
The levels of trust slowly escalated…

He felt he could tell you anything
Without feeling so humiliated…

Disclosing all his dark secrets
Exposing all his hidden sins

Things he’d never told anybody…
That’s how deep he let you in

But his mind was so fragile
He was not thinking straight

He began to fall deep so quickly…
As your eyes began to captivate…

You entered all his dark dreams
And he started to fantasise

That you could be together
A thought that tantalized

But poisoned your relationship…
From the second you kissed back…

Leaving him in a lustful daze
Unaware he’d walked into your trap…

Into your spider’s web of deceit
A labyrinth of devious white lies

Not realising all you’d said to him
Was just part of your disguise

And he never saw it coming
It was a cleverly constructed sham…

As you were never just a shoulder
And deception was all part of the plan

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©Eyewillnotcry1973

Inspired by the song “Say Hello, Wave Goodbye” By Marc Almond

Twisted…

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The truth is always twisted…
History is always rewritten…

Carefully designed to suit…
Those who play the victim…

The ones who create drama…
Living in their own dimension…

Always angled in the spotlight…
And craving all the attention…

With little regard to others…
Hiding in the dark shadows…

The ones hit by the fall out…
Whose version nobody knows…

As they watch it all in silence…
Trying to remain so dignified…

Wanting to scream and shout…
Wanting to redress all of the lies…

But the story has been presented…
And told so many times…

Fiction becomes the truth…
The accused guilty of all crimes…

Leaving a sense of injustice…
That may not ever heal…

As the feeling of worthlessness…
Becomes fact and becomes real…

And carried every single day…
No matter how they try…

As in the kingdom of the blind…
No one hears innocence cry…

Or ever stops to wonder…
If what they’re told is real…

Or question ulterior motives…
Examine how they’re made to feel…

But life always moves forward…
And people always find a way…

To make the best of the situation…
Make it through another day…

In the midst of all the drama…
No matter how the truth is bent…

Whilst the people who cry victim…
Continue their lonely decent…

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©Eyewillnotcry1973

Inspired by the song “Sound Of Silence” covered by Disturbed

“And my world will stop spinning”…

wreckage

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Walking from the wreckage…

Of the failed fantasy…

Doomed from the start…

But her eyes refused see…

Or take time to notice…

The flaws in her plan…

As she melted in the eyes…

Of that dreamlike man…

But crossing that white line…

Between two different worlds…

The dream and reality…

Seldom ever works…

As when worlds collide…

Stars begin to fall…

What she thought she wanted…

Just wasn’t right at all…

And living two lives…

Drained so much emotion…

Made her feel like swimming…

In the midst of the ocean…

Subject to nature’s forces…

The push and the pull…

As the swell dragged her under…

It became so damn painful…

No mermaids there to help her…

As guilt filled her lungs…

And choking on her conscience…

Led to speaking with forked tongues…

Lying to those around her…

As the thrill quickly subsided…

Leaving only emptiness…

Whilst her morals were blindsided…

And as she walked away…

Trying to regain some pride…

Sadness filled her heart…

Because part of her had died…

The part that yearned excitement…

The thrill of pure distraction…

That gave her wings to fly…

Yet led to her hearts destruction…

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“I know a girl with the Golden touch”…

1_Lonely girl_unknown

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She lives a lie…
A complex fantasy…

Disguised in words…
So no one can see…

That she’s all alone…
Walking in single file…

But won’t admit it…
As she lives in denial…

Like it’s a weakness…
Her Achilles heel…

A chink in her armour…
If she ever revealed…

How empty she was…
Deep down inside…

That he doesn’t exist…
She’d lose all her pride…

So she lives a life…
Inside her head…

Where he resides…
Outside the empty bed…

Inventing stories…
Of her happy life…

But each White lie…
Twists the internal knife…

As she knows that…
The day will come…

Her mask will slip…
And she’ll come undone…

Revealing the void…
Of heart-breaking pain…

The bitter loneliness…
And never ending rain…

As she’s falling apart…
With no one around…

No one to adore…
No soul mate found…

So she lives this lie…
A made up fantasy…

Hidden behind her words…
For no one to see…

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“I know a girl with the Golden touch”…

1_Lonely girl_unknown

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She lives a lie…
A complex fantasy…

Disguised in words…
So no one can see…

That she’s all alone…
Walking in single file…

But won’t admit it…
As she lives in denial…

Like it’s a weakness…
Her Achilles heel…

A chink in her armour…
If she ever revealed…

How empty she was…
Deep down inside…

That he doesn’t exist…
She’d lose all her pride…

So she lives a life…
Inside her head…

Where he resides…
Outside the empty bed…

Inventing stories…
Of her happy life…

But each White lie…
Twists the internal knife…

As she knows that…
The day will come…

Her mask will slip…
And she’ll come undone…

Revealing the void…
Of heart-breaking pain…

The bitter loneliness…
And never ending rain…

As she’s falling apart…
With no one around…

No one to adore…
No soul mate found…

So she lives this lie…
A made up fantasy…

Hidden behind her words…
For no one to see…

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