You Fly…

eogjd

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Tired, sore eyes…
A tear stained face…

A grieving body…
Feeling displaced…

Lost in a world…
That can’t understand…

Her spirit is broken…
She misses his hand…

Haunted by the ghost…
Memories of her man…

He was taken too soon…
This wasn’t the plan…

Now left all alone…
She’s failing to cope…

She’s losing the will…
She’s lost all hope…

Not able to sleep…
Feeling so depressed…

Leaving her floating…
In a state of distress…

Wishing that death…
Would visit again…

Reach out his cold hand…
Take away all her pain…

And be finally reunited…
With her soul mate…

High above the clouds…
At Heaven’s golden gates…

Where she knows he’ll wait…
Until the end of time…

For her to join him…
At the end of her climb…

Up the long stairway…
At her journeys end…

That peaceful moment…
When she will ascend…

But until that time…
Where she will be free…

Her life’s stuck in limbo…
Full of loneliness and misery…

~

©Eyewillnotcry1973

Inspired by the song “My Least Favorite Life” by Lera Lynn

The Exception…

uda

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He used to be an exception…
But over time became her regret…

A sadness infecting her sunshine…
She finds so hard to forget…

As his words contained a poison…
Laced with pure insanity…

They circled around her head…
Destroyed all that’s left of her vanity…

And like weapons of mass destruction…
Each word seemed carefully aimed…

They left her bruised and beaten…
At the very mention of his name…

As he pushed her into darkness…
Created a soulless empty vessel…

Who could no longer communicate…
Possessed solely by the devil…

And the inevitable painful ending…
Was over before it really begun…

Where once there was distraction…
All that remains just felt numb…

And it left her with no other option…
Than to find a way to escape…

Find courage to start over again…
In some guilty free landscape…

A place where no one knows her…
Where the past can be left behind…

Where she can begin to start living…
And there is nothing there to remind…

The way his eyes looked at her…
And the darkness in his soul…

That swept her into a fantasy…
Where he was in full control…

And leave the ghost of him to fade…
Her demons fully exorcised…

Praying one day she’ll forget…
How he tormented and he lied…

As he used to be an exception…
But she needs to find a way…

To cleanse herself of his poison…
And end her heart’s decay…

~

©Eyewillnotcry1973

Inspired by the song “Scratch + Hiss” by Lera Lynn

 

 

Desire…

gla

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The time…
The place…
The chosen location…

The hotel…
The bar…
The secret liaison…

*

The drinking…
The flirting…
The meeting of minds…

The room…
The blindfold…
The ties that bind…

*

The longing…
The wanting…
The lack of conversation…

The holding…
The kissing…
The electrified sensations…

*

The touching…
The stroking…
The whisper and the moans…

The trusting…
The giving…
The heightened sexual zone…

*

The licking…
The sucking…
The taste of Hell’s fire…

The lusting…
The fucking…
The room spins with desire…

*

The senses…
The sensual…
The utter giving in…

The Devil…
The Demons…
The climax full of sin…

*

The seconds…
The minutes…
The time just flashes by…

The daylight…
The morning…
The unspoken goodbyes…

*

The guilt…
The shame…
The moment of regret…

The memories…
The flashbacks…
The reluctance to forget…

*

The message…
The apology…
The dreaded parting words…

The acceptance…
The sadness…
The ending of the world…

*

The dreams…
The nightmares…
The always wanting more…

The danger…
The excitement…
The chance of an encore…

*

The time…
The place…
The secret liaison…

The wrong…
The right…
The recurring temptation…

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©Eyewillnotcry1973

Inspired by the song “Ring Of Fire” covered by Lera Lynn

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Falling…

drdr

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She can’t outrun the darkness…
She can’t escape her past…
 
She can’t repair the damage…
Those scars will always last…
 
The flashbacks forever haunt her…
Sense of shame is all she feels…
 
And though she tries so hard…
It’s become impossible to conceal…
 
Her guilt is overwhelming…
She tries to live in constant denial…
 
The tablets will numb her senses…
But only for a very short while…
 
It’s like she’s in a dark tunnel…
Where black is all she sees…
 
With no sunlight on the horizon…
And no one around to set her free…
 
As she’s been to such dark places…
She’s seen things that horrify…
 
And temptation is getting stronger…
To escape this harrowing life…
 
She knows there’s one way out…
She knows she has a choice…
 
The only way to end this…
And finally silence the voice…
 
End the day to day trauma…
Escape her cruel prison cell…
 
Incarcerated by those memories…
Putting her through this daily hell…
 
That scream a little louder…
Every dark and lonely night…
 
She used to be much stronger…
She used to be able to fight…
 
But the years have taken their toll…
Each day has ground her down…
 
Now she never smiles anymore…
Her face carries a constant frown…
 
And the decision gets a little easier…
It becomes closer every day…
 
Just to overdose her system…
And wash this pain away…

~

“The one where I stay and you fly”…

eogjd

~

Tired, sore eyes…
A tear stained face…

A grieving body…
Feeling displaced…

Lost in a world…
That can’t understand…

Her spirit is broken…
She misses his hand…

Haunted by the ghost…
Memories of her man…

He was taken too soon…
This wasn’t the plan…

Now left all alone…
She’s failing to cope…

She’s losing the will…
She’s lost all hope…

Not able to sleep…
Feeling so depressed…

Leaving her floating…
In a state of distress…

Wishing that death…
Would visit again…

Reach out his cold hand…
Take away all her pain…

And be finally reunited…
With her soul mate…

High above the clouds…
At Heaven’s golden gates…

Where she knows he’ll wait…
Until the end of time…

For her to join him…
At the end of her climb…

Up the long stairway…
At her journeys end…

That peaceful moment…
When she will ascend…

But until that time…
Where she will be free…

Her life’s stuck in limbo…
Full of loneliness and misery…

~

“A kiss holds a million deceits”…

girls

~

No one quite gets her…
No one really understands…

Just a little lost lady…
Reaching out her hands…

Looking for something…
And someone to hold…

No payback for her bravery…
No reward for being bold…

She wants to be loved…
But they only see her past…

The scars and the damage…
Too much history amassed…

As time and time again…
They’ve treated her like dirt…

She’s chosen the men…
They’ve repaid her with hurt…

Not seeing the love…
She could offer to them…

And one by one…
They’ve slowly condemned…

This beautiful creature…
To a life in the shadows…

Fighting a darkness…
That only she knows…

And now she sits quietly…
Waiting for the phone…

Fighting ghosts of her past…
And fighting them alone…

Desperate for someone…
To give her a sign…

To gently whisper to her…
That it’ll all work out fine…

And her prince will come…
Upon his white steed…

Sweep her off her feet…
At heart racing speed…

But until that moment…
She stares out of the window…

Trying to numb the pain…
Whilst her life’s stuck in limbo…

~

“Lately, words are missing from now on”…

angel1

~

Immersed in the silence…

Standing high above…

Away from all the chaos…

With the view of a dove…

Looking down upon them…

Invisible to them all…

The only time they’ll notice…

Is when the ground halts her fall…

She doesn’t know how she got here…

Her day has been a blur…

But the voices keep on talking…

And she’s no strength left to defer…

As this moment has been coming…

She’s grown darker by the day…

Her demons kept tormenting…

Her depression wouldn’t go away…

She’s been looking for an answer…

She’s been praying for a sign…

An end to her inner turmoil…

By some heavenly design…

But the gods have not listened…

Despite all the preachers lies…

Leaving her no other option…

But to sever all her ties…

And as she stands there gazing….

At what lies far below…

She thinks of her family…

Who just didn’t want to know…

The friends who didn’t notice…

And never heard her pleas…

Whist the voices in her head…

Finally forced her to her knees…

To this point of no return…

A place of darkness and despair…

Where her life has no meaning…

Amongst a pile of unanswered prayers…

Leaving only pain and anger…

Pushing her closer to the edge…

And in a desperate bid for freedom…

She steps off the ledge…

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