“It’s such a shame, always ends the same”…

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He misses her…
He misses her so much…

He misses her face…
Misses her touch…

He misses her mouth…
He misses her kiss…

He misses her tongue…
Misses the pure bliss…

He misses the good…
He misses the bad…

He misses her lies…
Misses her scantily clad…

He misses her each minute…
He misses her every single day…

He misses her kindness…
Misses her evil ways…

He misses her laugh…
He misses her cry…

He misses her reassuring…
Misses her asking why…

He misses her anger…
He misses her hate…

He misses her impatience…
Misses her refusal to wait…

He misses her push…
He misses her pull…

He misses her being nice…
Misses her being spiteful…

He misses her smile…
He misses her tears…

He misses her loving arms…
Misses comforting her fears…

He misses her like crazy…
He misses her like a fool…

He misses her so badly…
Misses her being so cruel…

He missed all the signs…
He missed all the clues…

And he missed the fact…
That he’d been fucking used…

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“You’re turning into something I detest”…

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There it goes again…
The voice inside his head…

Pushing him to tell her…
He wishes she was dead…

It started out as something…
A plan so perfectly hatched…

Two devious souls colliding…
No strings were attached…

It quickly felt so different…
The fire started way too fast…

She saw the love as precious…
It was never meant to last…

They agreed on all the rules…
She begged to play the game…

Yet here they are months later…
And she’s acting so insane…

A real life weirdo stalker…
Following his every move…

All these threats of violence…
Always distorting the truth…

Acting so neurotic…
Far from the full ticket…

Fooled him with her lies…
Bewitched, he fell for it…

She’s just so fucking evil…
And no fun to be around…

He’s lost all his trust in her…
No love here to be found…

He used to dream about her…
Now lies awake in fear…

Where did this go so wrong…
How did they end up here…

This wasn’t meant to happen…
He’s not hers to command…

He’s tried to be so patient…
And tried to understand…

But there it goes again…
The voice inside his head…

Forcing him to tell her…
He wishes she was dead…

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“I’ve looked at life, from both sides now”…

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She’s been to dark places…
Where the sun never shines…

And the sky is covered over…
By the blackness in her mind…

She’s enjoyed evil thoughts…
Matched by her actions…

She’s hurt those around…
Whilst seeking some distraction…

She’s a version of another…
The person no one else sees…

Like a stealthy secret agent…
A double life she leads…

Taking risks with her life…
Gently loving, yet deceiving…

In the search of something…
To keep her believing…

That there is more to life…
That a truth will be found…

To assist her find the peace…
So she can sleep sound…

And switch off the visions…
That race through her head…

And mute all the voices…
Wishing she’d not said…

Words of bitter cruelty…
The words of pure hate…

Words she can’t take back…
And that didn’t translate…

Into how she’s feeling…
Because she can’t articulate…

The pain that surrounds her…
She fears it’s much too late…

To resolve this situation…
Or ever reclaim her soul…

That’s inked with her crimes…
Now out of all control…

As she sits in dark places…
Where the sun never shines…

And the sky is covered over…
By the black clouds in her mind…

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“Whispers of hope, are not quite enough”…

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He and She…
Sitting in a tree…
K. I. S. S. I. N. G…

As the branch broke…
They fell to the ground…

Not able to move…
Not making a sound…

Staring at each other…
Realising it was over…

Not wanting to admit it…
Or lose the four leaf clover…

That had cast a spell…
Over their eyes…

Leaving just shadows…
Wrapped up in lies…

As the luck they found…
Had simply disappeared…

And in a heartbeat…
The silence had appeared…

Leaving nothing behind…
But bitter tears…

Falling to the ground…
As minutes became years…

And without any contact…
Without any conversation…

The wounds got deeper…
Lost in translation…

As hope was lost…
The dream had ended…

And as darkness fell…
The evil descended…

Infecting both hearts…
Distorting the facts…

And when battle commenced…
There was no turning back…

As what was once…
Remained no more…

The ship had sailed…
And gone to war…

Where no one wins…
No victory is tasted…

Just a stark reminder…
Of what was wasted…

He and She…
Sitting in a tree…
K. I. S. S. I. N. G…

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“Don’t take my heart, don’t break my heart”…

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Could this be love…

It feels like love…

Maybe it’s true love…

Head over heels love…

EYE AM IN LOVE…

Is this really love…

Fooled by this love…

Poisoned by this love…

Such a violent love…

EYE HATE THIS LOVE…

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“I tried to show you just how much I care”…

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I wish I knew, what I know now…
Right from the very start…
Now it’s laid out before me…
The truth inside your heart…

Your words so cruelly spoken…
Those cleverly constructed lies…
Roll off your tongue with ease…
Forcing tears into my eyes…

Each one a guilt laced arrow…
Embedding into my brain…
Forcing me to defend myself…
Whilst twisted up with pain…

I used to know you better…
Better than you knew yourself…
But that’s no longer true…
And I need to protect myself…

I can’t believe the difference…
Or what’s changed in you…
It’s like you are a stranger…
Not the person I once knew…

You once were soft and gentle…
So much fun to be around…
But something’s taken over…
Destroying the love we found…

Now you’re evil and vicious…
Moods swinging wild and free…
Like a volcano always erupting…
Or a killer in the midst of a spree…

I’ve tried hard to begin again…
Go back to the very start…
When our world was young…
Before we were ripped apart…

I’ve tried forgetting the past…
The damage that’s been done…
Vanquish the haunting demons…
Set a course towards the sun…

I’ve tried unlocking the chains…
That keep on holding us back…
A heavy and constant reminder…
Keeping our memories Black…

I’ve tried looking inside my soul…
For reasons to keep us close…
But the way you act around me…
I can’t destroy our ghosts…

I wish I knew, what I know now…
Right from the very start…
Now it’s laid out before me…
It’s breaking my fragile heart…

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“And I’m in so deep, you know I’m such a fool for you”…

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If she uttered the thoughts,
from inside her head…

Would he ever forgive,
the things that she said…

Words of pure hatred and
inflamed arrows on fire…

These harsh words projected,
would brand him such a liar…

Designed to make him feel,
so very tiny, so small…

As it all turned to anger,
it would add no value at all…

By forgetting the good and
focusing only on the bad…

All of his many faults,
it would make him so sad…

How this had unfolded and
that she now felt this way…

From what was before in,
those passionate days…

To now being something,
like a deep dark infection…

Full of anger filled messages and
such painful misdirection…

As she carries the feelings,
that burn deep down inside…

Wandering the dark streets,
whilst she tries to decide…

The best way to move on,
figure a plan to end all this pain…

As she can take no more,
it’s driving her fucking insane…

Because the truth of the matter,
is much stranger than fiction…

She’ll always love him and
he’s become her addiction…

But she needs to release,
all these thoughts from her head…

Because some things in life,
are just best left unsaid…

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