The Gamble…

heartinhand

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My heart…
Your hands…

My gamble…
I understand…

My fate…
Remains unknown…

My emotion…
Never shown…

My mind…
Wanders free…

My faith…
Terrifies me…

My story…
Endless guilt…

My fault…
Spilt milk…

My game…
Bets spread…

My rules…
Remain unsaid…

My religion…
Unanswered prayer…

My shame…
Conscience slayer…

My madness…
Inner fight…

My obsession…
Burning bright…

My trust…
Beaten drum…

My fears…
Never overcome…

My worries…
Not unfounded…

My crime…
Always surrounded…

My love…
Crushing blow…

My tears…
Never flow…

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©Eyewillnotcry1973

Inspired by the song “Don’t Cry” by Guns’N Roses

“It always ends the same”…

femme

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Life’s just too short…

To play this game…

Each time I do…

I’m burnt by the flame…

So take your foot…

From off my head…

Allow me to breathe…

And live my life instead…

Of waiting for you…

To give me a sign…

Or show to me…

That you could be mine…

I just can’t keep waiting…

For you to play fair…

Or give me a hint…

That you actually care…

It’s such hard work…

Consumes all my time…

Thinking about you…

Is that such a crime…

Even if that is bad…

I’ll tell you what’s worse…

You infecting me with…

This impossible curse…

A never ending vision…

Cemented into my mind…

Just one perfect moment…

Frozen in space and time…

You knew I’d want more…

Of that there’s no doubt…

So come and find me…

Quietly, no need to shout…

Just come and hold me…

And give me your tongue…

Because this battle has ended…

The war has long been won…

You don’t need to say it…

A simple kiss will do…

So stop playing games…

And let me inside you…

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“I’ll never find anyone to replace you”…

remember

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They remember the time…
It was fresh, it was new…

When it was their secret…
And only they knew…

Remembering the feelings…
Those trembling words…

And subliminal messages…
That only they heard…

Remembering the moments…
Stolen from each other…

And the conversations…
That ended in the gutter…

Remembering the chills…
When their eyes first met…

The flash of electricity…
Moments they’ll never forget…

Remembering the kiss…
That sparked it all…

A single strike of lightning…
That became a fireball…

Remembering that night…
When everything twisted…

Reality became fantasy…
As inhibition was lifted…

Remembering the aftermath…
The confusion that followed…

A host of mixed messages…
And bitter pills swallowed…

Remembering those words…
Cutting like a knife…

Destroying each memory…
Made deep in the night…

Remembering the hurt…
All the tears and the pain…

That drove a wedge between…
And vowed never again…

Remembering the bond…
Lost with a roll of the dice…

And those starlight lovers…
Who paid the ultimate price

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“When you’re high you never, ever want to come down”…

___empty_temptation____by_kuramaphoenix-d5hlf5z

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Look deep into her eyes…

Hold fast, don’t turn away…

Drown within her gaze…

Know what she’s trying to say…

Pick up on her signals…

Feel her cosmic energy…

And seize this stolen moment…

Defy the rules of gravity…

Drop all your defences…

Let her ascend your walls…

She doesn’t mind what she’ll find…

Doesn’t care how hard you fall…

Never judging what’s behind the mask…

Or care what secrets you hide…

But she knows that in this moment…

Your senses are electrified…

So tightly hold her hand…

Interlock your fingers with crime…

Place your lips upon her…

And feast upon forbidden wine…

Binding yourselves together…

In a never ending memory…

The things that dreams are made of…

Give in to all your fantasies…

And enter her sinful jungle…

Where there is no other soul…

And you both have total freedom…

To freefall out of control…

So look deep into her eyes…

And never ever turn away…

Get drunk upon this insanity…

Let Miss Temptation have her way…

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Picture of  Empty Temptation by http://kuramaphoenix.deviantart.com/

“When I look into your eyes, I can see a love restrained”…

toad

Today I welcome back my Guest Poet Kavitha – Enjoy!

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“My Unwritten Love Letter”

In moments of when I did not have the right words to say;
I would write my love letters to you in writing…I knew only this way.
For it seems that just as good the good moments are;
The bad moments seemed just as bad, making the good seem so far.
 
When the moments were good, it was absolute bliss;
It felt like we were in our own little world, so wondrous like a first kiss.
With gentle whispers in the late hours of the night;
Words that were so sweet, and carried love with great might.
 
But then there were long moments of silence that were so deafeningly strong;
It just ripped my heart out…and a thing he could not understand that it was wrong.
As days would go by…there were many nights that I cried myself to sleep;
He not knowing how my love for him ran deep.
 
I often wondered if the love was one-sided;
When our hearts banged and collided.
Time that was lost, without any explanation or rhyme;
I would ask him, “Was time with me, ever worth your dime?”
 
Yet every time I heard his voice, I forgot about all of the pain;
And all to rest, the hurt was lain.
If he only would show me that same kind of love;
That makes me soar heights like a dove.
 
Then we could fly forever away;
To love’s heaven bound ways.
For I realize my love is unconditional in nature;
Despite his emotion or societal stature.
 
My heart writes this untold letter to him, everyday;
For these are words that I could never say.
Wondering if I ever meant as much to him, as he does to me;
In my heart and dreams I wish it was meant to be.

You can read more of Kavitha’s work on http://www.foodforthespiritualsoul.wordpress.com/

If you would like a guest poet slot, drop me your words, a photo and a song from youtube to eyewillnotcry@hotmail.co.uk

“Suspended deep in a sea of Black”…

man-crying2-darker

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Dark and filled with deep despair…
He’s quietly slumped in his chair…
Trying to remember all that he dare…

In a slow motion flashback…
Picturing the most violent attack…

They came out of nowhere, from behind…
Leaving wounds and scars that remind…

Both physical and mental…
She was so strong, loving and gentle…

But ripped away from him…
On a fucking drunken whim…

Without rhyme nor any reason…
Both were left to die, badly beaten…

Wrong place at the wrong time…
Victims of a senseless crime…
She was taken down in her prime…

The only one he truly loved…
His soul mate and his hand in glove…

It left her lying in a coma…
They tried their very best to save her…
But she had suffered too much trauma…

To her pretty head…
How he wished those words remained unsaid…
When they told him, she was indeed dead…

Leaving him utterly heartbroken…
Paranoid and unspoken…

Engulfed in such sadness…
Surrounded by pure darkness…

Not able to speak…
Feeling so very weak…
Tears rolling down his cheeks…

Not knowing what to do…
He wished it was her,
who had pulled through…

And not him…
Now he sinks, can no longer swim…
And soon will be singing a painful hymn…

Then left to get on with his life…
Without his ever loving wife…

And now filled with despair…
He slumped quietly, in the chair…
Remembering the smell of her hair…
It’s all that he can now bear…
Life is not fair…

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