Damned…

gjreag

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I see you out there staring at me…
With a curious mind full of inquiry…
So let me tell you my life’s story…
And you may start to understand…

This is my version of history…
Revealing some of the mystery…
Opening your eyes, so you may see…
The blood stains on my hand…

From the episodes of treachery…
To the pure underhand adultery…
That explain my downward trajectory…
As I walked across this land…

Living a life entombed in misery…
Yet with flashes of spine-chilling electricity…
And infused with such fucking intensity…
But built solely on quicksand…

Where dark forces used their trickery…
Where people I met were so slippery…
Filling me with the Devil’s mastery…
And I fell under his command…

So even Mermaids in the sea…
Swam though my wasted life’s debris…
Refusing to give respite or company…
As I somehow tried to stand…

But I’m not seeking your sympathy…
Even if that sounds contradictory…
As you watched events from the gallery…
And you know I will be hanged…

For my crimes and for my foolery…
During enlightenment and discovery…
That fucked with my psychology…
Where nothing went as planned…

Eroding my powers of recovery…
To bounce back from life’s savagery…
But the judgement made against me…
Means any future is now banned…

And I’ll pay for my skulduggery…
So no matter what you’ll think of me…
As you gaze at my hell bound body…
I know I’m beaten and I’m damned…

~

©Eyewillnotcry1973

Inspired by the song “Dream On” by Aerosmith

Eye Spy…

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This is a true story…
One that’s seldom heard…

It’s whispered in dark corners…
And ignited by the words…

Never spoken aloud…
In fear of what they’ll say…

As someone’s always watching…
Every minute of each day…

In a story that encapsulates…
The true meaning of desire…

Of the sinful undertakings…
That flicker in Hell’s great fire…

A story that gets buried…
Out of sight, out of your mind…

In a land full of deception…
Where distraction is designed…

To drag each and every soul…
Deep into its black depths…

Where the depraved simply exist…
And the sinner simply regrets…

But is no longer capable…
Of pure thought and deed…

Which was instantly replaced…
By the Devil’s evil seed…

That has taken a firm grip…
Entwined around cold hearts…

From the very first moment…
Like a poison filled dart…

Piercing each and every soul…
And infecting all their thoughts…

Removing all the goodness…
And the innocence once taught…

This is the story of demons…
A story of pure evil ways…

Where nothing is ever sacred…
And nothing will ever stay…

Forever covered up or hidden…
This story will always be re-told…

And if you didn’t heed this warning…
Eye spy the fool playing with gold…

~

©Eyewillnotcry1973

Inspired by the song “I Spy” by Pulp

Hung…

jbdal;

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Sat in the woods…
Under a big oak tree…

The knotted rope hanging…
His mental state is uneasy…

Whilst the quiet wind whispers…
And tree branches wave…

The warm sunshine glistens…
In a last attempt to save…

As he gazes in wonder…
Of the awe inspiring beauty…

The simplicity of this life…
As the bees go about their duty…

And the contrast it paints…
With his bitter time on earth…

Filled with pain and anger…
Subjected to so much hurt…

That rained down upon him…
In a relentless shit storm…

The never ending trauma…
From the day he was born…

But as flashbacks consume him…
The decision’s already made…

And in this open theatre…
His last act will be played…

Where no one will bear witness…
And no one will see…

This decent into madness…
His final brush with insanity…

Or watch as he climbs…
And edge out onto the limb…

With his mind in isolation…
The darkness will soon win…

Overcoming his fragile psyche…
Taking his ravaged soul…

Dragged along by the voices…
That remain in full control…

And as rope burns neck…
He takes a deep, sad breath…

Offers up his final prayer…
And steps off to his death…

~

©Eyewillnotcry1973

Inspired by the song “O’Children” by Nick Cave and The Bad Seeds

“I promise you the truth can’t hurt us now”…

aiafh

~

She woke up feeling happy…
Sun shining through the blinds…

Last night felt so surreal…
Was this finally a sign…

That her life had new direction…
And someone she could love…

He’d come from out of nowhere…
Prayer answered from above…

She’d closed her eyes long ago…
Spoke to the gods unseen…

Begged for divine intervention…
For life to stop being mean…

And like a Black & White movie…
He seemed a real life gentleman…

Treated her like a princess…
Not like the usual cavemen…

Money was of no consequence…
He lavished such amazing gifts…

A man with taste and generosity…
It dazzled the what, buts and ifs…

She was consumed by his presence…
Swept away with such desire…

She’d never felt this way before…
Like walking upon the high wire…

Her head was light and dizzy…
And her heart skipped like a child…

He made her feel so complete…
First time in months she’d smiled…

She was the envy of her friends…
Who could never understand…

What it’s like to be in his arms…
Or to be under his command…

He navigated her spaceship…
Took her far above the stars…

Cast a magic spell on her…
And begun to heal her scars…

His words were so hypnotic…
There became nothing she wouldn’t do…

To protect this special something…
To keep him forever within her view…

Because nothing lasts forever…
And it felt too good to be true…

She knew one day he’d hurt her…
And leave her feeling so blue…

She woke up feeling happy…
Sun shining through the blinds…

Last night felt so surreal…
His body they’ll never find…

~

Words originally written for Iris at https://justme792.wordpress.com/author/justme792/

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Falling…

drdr

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She can’t outrun the darkness…
She can’t escape her past…
 
She can’t repair the damage…
Those scars will always last…
 
The flashbacks forever haunt her…
Sense of shame is all she feels…
 
And though she tries so hard…
It’s become impossible to conceal…
 
Her guilt is overwhelming…
She tries to live in constant denial…
 
The tablets will numb her senses…
But only for a very short while…
 
It’s like she’s in a dark tunnel…
Where black is all she sees…
 
With no sunlight on the horizon…
And no one around to set her free…
 
As she’s been to such dark places…
She’s seen things that horrify…
 
And temptation is getting stronger…
To escape this harrowing life…
 
She knows there’s one way out…
She knows she has a choice…
 
The only way to end this…
And finally silence the voice…
 
End the day to day trauma…
Escape her cruel prison cell…
 
Incarcerated by those memories…
Putting her through this daily hell…
 
That scream a little louder…
Every dark and lonely night…
 
She used to be much stronger…
She used to be able to fight…
 
But the years have taken their toll…
Each day has ground her down…
 
Now she never smiles anymore…
Her face carries a constant frown…
 
And the decision gets a little easier…
It becomes closer every day…
 
Just to overdose her system…
And wash this pain away…

~

“Into that void of silence”…

gkar

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Driving with anger…
Fire in his eyes…

Along darkened roads…
The speeding car flies…

Adrenaline is pumping…
The music is loud…

No traffic in sight…
Far from the crowds…

Taking each corner…
At maximum speed…

Replaying the visions…
Of her dark sinful deed…

She was laid on the bed…
Entwined with another…

Loud orgasmic sounds…
The pillow couldn’t cover…

And he just stood there…
Watched from the door…

He was frozen in horror…
Till he couldn’t take anymore…

Then fleeing the house…
Both hurt and betrayed…

Not really understanding…
Why she had strayed…

His one true love…
He felt such a fool…

Why would she do it…
How could she be so cruel…

The voices kept taunting…
From deep within his mind…

Question after question…
Yet no answers could he find…

So he made the decision…
To get the cold facts…

Decided to head home…
Begin his counter attack…

But as the rain started falling…
He misjudged a sharp bend…

And in one fleeting moment…
The voices came to an end…

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“It all ends up the same somehow”…

Please welcome Panos as my latest Guest Poet.

You can read more of Panos’s work over at : https://surrealgypsy.wordpress.com/

If you would like to be a Guest Poet, please email your words to eyewillnotcry@hotmail.co.uk

Cheers

geath

Death is in every moment, and whoever in every moment dies,
he’s the prince the master, who in the sky flies.

Life is now and forever, and whoever lives in the now,
he’s the one who has discovered, Heaven’s know-how.

But whoever does not die and lives for the next moment,
he has dropped the holy milk and drinks from Hell’s torment.

So the choice is up to you. Do you want to realize?
Do you want to be an old fool, or one moment old and wise?

What means to live in the present but die in the now?
Means you have to kill everything for which you take a bow.

And then and only then you will be standing straight,
you will be filled with pure love not one drop of hate.

You will live for ever, and ever, in an eternal bliss,
you will have denied Death’s sweetest carnal kiss.