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She tries to find beauty,
in almost everything…
As she immerses herself,
in her life’s darkest sins…
The guilty feelings and
tears she’s cried…
In-between the Red and Black,
is where she now resides…
Ignoring all the voices,
who dictate right from wrong…
Dancing through life her way and
writing lyrics to her own song…
Enjoying moments she’s stolen,
on life’s wild, wild side…
Trying to focus outwards,
not on the inside…
Learning to draw strength,
where others only feel fear…
Welcoming her demons and
now keeping them near…
Dancing with the Devil,
whilst playing with his fire…
Elevating her tattered soul,
higher, higher and higher…
Gambling all she has left,
on following a dream…
That is forever recurring,
but it’s not what it seems…
As she’s driven on,
in the midst of hidden pain…
And if she let it defeat her,
she would simply go insane…
Because she’s broken inside,
like a jigsaw missing pieces…
The result of his lies and
the sum of his beatings…
So she looks for distraction,
in absolutely everything…
It’s the only way she can ever,
forget his bitter sting…
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