“I didn’t want to hurt you”…

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The lights are low…
As the music plays…

Through the darkness…
He watches her betray…

Her slender hips grinding…
Locking lips with another…

She’s lost in the moment…
Eyes focused on her lover…

Forcing him to turn away…
And close his tearful eyes…

Struggling to bear witness…
To the root cause of her lies…

But he needed to know…
He just had to be sure…

And lost in the music…
The evidence is secured…

He feels his anger rising…
But tries to keep control…

As each lingering kiss…
Stabs his jealous soul…

His heart angrily drums…
As the pair decide to leave…

Hand in hand with each other…
His lover and the thief…

But he can take no more…
His anger begins to explode…

He followed the pair outside…
And just had to unload…

This broken and betrayed man…
With Red mist in his eyes…

Now stands in the darkness…
Underneath a starless sky…

Blood dripping from his hands…
As a knife lies on the floor…

After slaughtering one…
He instinctively wanted more…

Condemning the lovers…
To an eternity together…

Whilst removing his pain…
But staining his soul forever…

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Amazing art by http://sheat.deviantart.com/art/Lovers-on-the-dancefloor-31523054

“And you can bare your soul”…

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As the beat immerses her soul…
She glides onto the dance floor…

It’s such a perfect disguise…
Like a drug and she craves more…

No one out there knows her…
She’s got total anonymity…

As the music infects her mind…
It’s the only place that she feels free…

It’s her space and her distraction…
When life gets too much to take…

And she needs to forget about them…
All the pain and all the heartache…

The trouble that they caused her…
And all that went before…

The way they gave her bruises…
Some mental and so much more…

They’ve left so many scars…
And such fucking bitter memories…

She can’t escape the nightmares…
But whilst dancing, no one sees…

They only feast upon a sexual vision…
This goddess moving in the dark…

As her stunning body twists and turns…
They’re simply entranced by her spark…

But she chooses not see them…
Lost in a perfect moment of joy…

This is her total and utter escape…
A place no one on Earth can destroy…

It’s a place of pure isolation…
Like a desert island in the sea…

She will just keep on dancing…
Till sunrise brings stark reality…

It gives her space to focus…
Time to plot some form of revenge…

She swears one day they’ll suffer…
Her heart’s destruction she’ll avenge…

As the beat infects her soul…
She plots murder on the dance floor…

One day this picture of elegance…
Will become a Siren, calling ships to shore…

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“I put a spell on you, because you’re mine”…

baba

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The winter sun was cold…
Wind blew particles of ice…
There was nobody else around…
This was such a hefty price…
For ignoring all the warnings…
And for heading out alone…
Into the middle of nowhere…
So far away from home…
 
Lost in this Russian forest…
The traveller saw the hut…
And desperate for shelter…
Ignored the unease in his gut…
He opened up the door…
And eased himself inside…
Quietly looked around…
It smelt like someone died…
 
All dark, cold and dingy…
With cobwebs all around…
The panic started to rise…
He was startled by a sound…
Turning round he saw her…
This old malevolent witch…
Was only frozen for a moment…
Deceived by the haggard bitch…
 
And this was his mistake…
As the cover is not the book…
He should have been respectful…
And not judging on her looks…
For this was Baba Yaga…
The all great and powerful…
Her witchcraft was legendry…
And he would be so regretful…
 
She instantly enslaved him…
A spell locked his soul away…
He would now be her servant…
Until the fateful day…
That she would feel hungry…
Rip off all his flesh…
Devour him for supper…
And feel totally refreshed…
 
And so her legend grows…
But the traveller is gone…
No longer to walk this Earth…
Or witness early morning dawn…
The winter sun was cold…
Wind contained particles of ice…
There was nobody else around…
He paid such a hefty price…

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“I was feeling insecure, you might not love me anymore”…

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My first thought in the morning…
And last thought late at night…
I think of her in everything I do…
Even though it’s just not right…

She made a decision long ago…
To follow a different path…
She needed to walk it alone…
I struggled with the aftermath…

I couldn’t bear to think of her…
In the arms of another man…
Holding hands and kissing him…
This was not part of the plan…

She meant everything to me…
And was everything I had…
The greatest love of my life…
I needed her so very bad…

Her eyes contained the universe…
The Sun, the Moon and stars…
Letting her slip through fingers…
Was the root cause of my scars…

Which became a bad depression…
That consumed my broken soul…
Nothing on Earth could mend me…
No other could make me whole…

Then one fateful day I saw her…
Though she didn’t recognise me…
I followed her round for hours…
Would she hear a poor boy’s plea…

But courage was sadly lacking…
Fearing the moment was gone…
I panicked and came up behind her…
And did something so very wrong…

The car park was dark and empty…
Her body was down on the floor…
Gently picking her up in my arms…
It felt just like it was before…

I took her back to my place…
And tied her up on the bed…
Wiped the tears from her eyes…
And gently stroked her head…

I told her “Please don’t panic”
That she belonged with me…
She was forgiven for leaving…
Over time that she would see…

For a few days life was perfect…
And everything just went to plan…
Till I came home to find her escaping…
And that’s when I became THE MAN

Pushing her down the stairwell…
Her neck snapped in the fall…
Not the way it was meant to end…
And I was not very happy at all…

Now she lives in the freezer…
Her body divided into bags…
She’s going to be with me forever…
Despite this unfortunate snag…

My first thought in the morning…
And last thought late at night…
I think of her in everything I do…
Even though it’s just not right…

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“And you can bare your soul”…

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As the beat immerses her soul…
She glides onto the dance floor…
It’s such a perfect disguise…
Like a drug and she craves more…
No one out there knows her…
She’s got total anonymity…
As the music infects her mind…
It’s the only place that she feels free…

It’s her space and her distraction…
When life gets too much to take…
And she needs to forget about them…
All the pain and all the heartache…
The trouble that they caused her…
And all that went before…
The way they gave her bruises…
Some mental and so much more…

They’ve left so many scars…
And such fucking bitter memories…
She can’t escape the nightmares…
But whilst dancing, no one sees…
They only feast upon a sexual vision…
This goddess moving in the dark…
As her stunning body twists and turns…
They’re simply entranced by her spark…

But she chooses not see them…
Lost in a perfect moment of joy…
This is her total and utter escape…
A place no one on Earth can destroy…
It’s a place of pure isolation…
Like a desert island in the sea…
She will just keep on dancing…
Till sunrise brings stark reality…

It gives her space to focus…
Time to plot some form of revenge…
She swears one day they’ll suffer…
Her heart’s destruction she’ll avenge…
As the beat infects her soul…
She plots murder on the dance floor…
One day this picture of elegance…
Will become a Siren, calling ships to shore…

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“We may lose and we may win”…

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So, in the midst of a busy week that has thrown up more questions than answers on a personal matter, this blog was nominated for an award. Nominated twice actually, which really made me smile and was quite humbling.

It is not the first time; you may remember that previously, the lovely Nina from http://wordsthatflowlikewater.wordpress.com/2013/06/06/inspiring-the-very-inspiring-blogger-award/  Nominated this blog for the “Very Inspiring Blog” award – which was really nice of her.

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This achievement has now been followed up by both Richard from http://richardankerswrites.wordpress.com/2013/08/05/the-versatile-blogger-award/ and Christine from http://crissyb315.wordpress.com/2013/08/05/the-versatile-blogger-award/ nominating this blog for the “Versatile blogger award”.  Which again, is really nice and I am truly humbled.

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Both these awards come with things that need to be done and I have to admit, I am pretty poor at these – however, the fact that these awards come from wordpress peers does mean a lot and whilst I have little of interest about myself to do any sort of list, I do feel the need to spread the word of others blogs.

The below are 10 blogs that I read and follow – and I would encourage you to try them out for size – these are just a snapshot as I follow a huge amount – so if your blog isn’t below, it is not reflection on you – more an opportunity.

Please leave a comment and let people know where they can find you – this could be an opportunity for all of us to build up our wordpress base? Not sure if this will even work, but don’t be shy – we all want to be read – even if we do not think what we produce is worth reading!

So, here is a snapshot in addition to the 3 above and in no order:

http://stevehi312.wordpress.com/

http://helenvalentina.com/

http://shakeyourtailfeathers.wordpress.com/

http://busymindthinking.com/

http://kwicksand.wordpress.com/

http://apurvakj.wordpress.com/

http://sagedoyle.wordpress.com/

http://thedrugstorenotebook.co/

http://randomblurting.wordpress.com

https://morganlefaysblog.wordpress.com/

So, a song to leave this ramble – I watched an Eagles documentary last night and really enjoyed it, so have a few tunes floating round in my head – this one is a message for the weekend – “Take it easy” – no more words needed – well, unless you wish to comment!

Enjoy

“I can’t control the fires raging in my soul tonight”…

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Something’s very wrong…
It’s beginning to terrify…

The pain keeps on burning…
Maybe it’s time to try…

Try and get some help…
And see what’s going on…

Because it feels like a fire…
Fire burning from dusk till dawn…

The sickness makes me feel…
Feel so sick and so dizzy…

When it’s in full flight…
Life is not so damn easy…

It’s affecting how I think…
Think and interact…

The medicine isn’t working…
It’s time to take it back…

Back down to the doctor…
Doctor who’ll find another cure…

Something must be out there…
Although I can’t be sure…

Not so sure of anything…
Anything and everything becoming one…

And everytime I work it out…
Something else starts to go wrong…

So I need to get this sorted…
Sort and fix my broken parts…

I need to do it quickly…
Before something serious starts…

It could already be cancer…
Or it could be something else…

There’s only on way to find out…
And I have to do it by myself…

I have to find the answer…
Answer to whatever this maybe…

Unravel this frustrating riddle…
Put an end to this painful mystery…

Because something’s very wrong…
And it’s burning deep inside…

Inside me is a fire…
Fire that refuses to die…
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