“He didn’t notice that the lights had changed”…

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He opens his eyes,
to Red sky in the morning…

Understanding the message,
he recognises the warning…

Wrapped in natures beauty,
but steeped in superstition…

His heart fills with fear,
at what may come to fruition…

And floods his weak body,
with a nauseating stress…

Such a paralysing power,
that leaves him so helpless…

And open to an attack,
from dark forces within…

The voices in his head and
the Sirens who sing…

As he tries to block them out,
tries so hard to function…

Amidst all the wreckage,
praying for an injunction…

So he can sit on a swing,
as the day slowly passes…

Watching the gliding birds,
through Zen like glasses…

Listening to the sound,
of the creaking, unoiled chain…

Lost in that moment,
with peace in his brain…

A million miles away,
from all that he knows…

The pain in his heart,
like a cancer, it grows…

As the scars he carries,
amongst the mental stresses…

Colour his daily view and
very slowly depresses…

And as that blood Red sky,
brings its visible warning…

He prays he’ll make it through,
to face another morning…

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“She’s the kind of girl you want so much, it makes you sorry”…

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She’s your infatuation…
She’ll drive you up the wall…
She’s a total infuriation…
She’ll set you up to fall…

She’s a vision in the darkness…
She’s Venus in Human form…
She’ll leave you in a right mess…
She’s the wreckage after the storm…

She has this magical power…
She’s put you underneath her spell…
She’ll make you pine for hours…
She’s locked you in a mystical cell…

She’ll make you seek out the Devil…
She knows just what to say…
She’ll leave you so dishevelled…
She knows you love it that way…

She ignites your fantasising head…
She loves the thrill of your chase…
She’s your mythical woman wearing Red…
She walks with such orgasmic grace…

She’s like a diamond shaped to please…
She sparkles seductively in the Sun…
She can be such a fucking tease…
She knows just what turns you on…

She wants you tied within her bed…
She knows you long for that too…
She knows what dangers lay ahead…
She still keeps turning the screw…

She’s everything you’ve dreamed of…
She knows you won’t ever resist…
She knows your looking for distraction…
She’s the one with forbidden lips…

She lives in your imagination…
She was never really yours…
She’s the cause of your damnation…
She’s the one you should have ignored…

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“I was feeling insecure, you might not love me anymore”…

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My first thought in the morning…
And last thought late at night…
I think of her in everything I do…
Even though it’s just not right…

She made a decision long ago…
To follow a different path…
She needed to walk it alone…
I struggled with the aftermath…

I couldn’t bear to think of her…
In the arms of another man…
Holding hands and kissing him…
This was not part of the plan…

She meant everything to me…
And was everything I had…
The greatest love of my life…
I needed her so very bad…

Her eyes contained the universe…
The Sun, the Moon and stars…
Letting her slip through fingers…
Was the root cause of my scars…

Which became a bad depression…
That consumed my broken soul…
Nothing on Earth could mend me…
No other could make me whole…

Then one fateful day I saw her…
Though she didn’t recognise me…
I followed her round for hours…
Would she hear a poor boy’s plea…

But courage was sadly lacking…
Fearing the moment was gone…
I panicked and came up behind her…
And did something so very wrong…

The car park was dark and empty…
Her body was down on the floor…
Gently picking her up in my arms…
It felt just like it was before…

I took her back to my place…
And tied her up on the bed…
Wiped the tears from her eyes…
And gently stroked her head…

I told her “Please don’t panic”
That she belonged with me…
She was forgiven for leaving…
Over time that she would see…

For a few days life was perfect…
And everything just went to plan…
Till I came home to find her escaping…
And that’s when I became THE MAN

Pushing her down the stairwell…
Her neck snapped in the fall…
Not the way it was meant to end…
And I was not very happy at all…

Now she lives in the freezer…
Her body divided into bags…
She’s going to be with me forever…
Despite this unfortunate snag…

My first thought in the morning…
And last thought late at night…
I think of her in everything I do…
Even though it’s just not right…

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“We may lose and we may win”…

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So, in the midst of a busy week that has thrown up more questions than answers on a personal matter, this blog was nominated for an award. Nominated twice actually, which really made me smile and was quite humbling.

It is not the first time; you may remember that previously, the lovely Nina from http://wordsthatflowlikewater.wordpress.com/2013/06/06/inspiring-the-very-inspiring-blogger-award/  Nominated this blog for the “Very Inspiring Blog” award – which was really nice of her.

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This achievement has now been followed up by both Richard from http://richardankerswrites.wordpress.com/2013/08/05/the-versatile-blogger-award/ and Christine from http://crissyb315.wordpress.com/2013/08/05/the-versatile-blogger-award/ nominating this blog for the “Versatile blogger award”.  Which again, is really nice and I am truly humbled.

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Both these awards come with things that need to be done and I have to admit, I am pretty poor at these – however, the fact that these awards come from wordpress peers does mean a lot and whilst I have little of interest about myself to do any sort of list, I do feel the need to spread the word of others blogs.

The below are 10 blogs that I read and follow – and I would encourage you to try them out for size – these are just a snapshot as I follow a huge amount – so if your blog isn’t below, it is not reflection on you – more an opportunity.

Please leave a comment and let people know where they can find you – this could be an opportunity for all of us to build up our wordpress base? Not sure if this will even work, but don’t be shy – we all want to be read – even if we do not think what we produce is worth reading!

So, here is a snapshot in addition to the 3 above and in no order:

http://stevehi312.wordpress.com/

http://helenvalentina.com/

http://shakeyourtailfeathers.wordpress.com/

http://busymindthinking.com/

http://kwicksand.wordpress.com/

http://apurvakj.wordpress.com/

http://sagedoyle.wordpress.com/

http://thedrugstorenotebook.co/

http://randomblurting.wordpress.com

https://morganlefaysblog.wordpress.com/

So, a song to leave this ramble – I watched an Eagles documentary last night and really enjoyed it, so have a few tunes floating round in my head – this one is a message for the weekend – “Take it easy” – no more words needed – well, unless you wish to comment!

Enjoy

“She’s the kind of girl you want so much, it makes you sorry”…

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She’s your infatuation…
She’ll drive you up the wall…
She’s a total infuriation…
She’ll set you up to fall…

She’s a vision in the darkness…
She’s Venus in Human form…
She’ll leave you in a right mess…
She’s the wreckage after the storm…

She has this magical power…
She’s put you underneath her spell…
She’ll make you pine for hours…
She’s locked you in a mystical cell…

She’ll make you seek out the Devil…
She knows just what to say…
She’ll leave you so dishevelled…
She knows you love it that way…

She ignites your fantasising head…
She loves the thrill of your chase…
She’s your mythical woman wearing Red…
She walks with such orgasmic grace…

She’s like a diamond shaped to please…
She sparkles seductively in the Sun…
She can be such a fucking tease…
She knows just what turns you on…

She wants you tied within her bed…
She knows you long for that too…
She knows what dangers lay ahead…
She still tries turning that screw…

She’s everything you’ve dreamed of…
She knows you won’t ever resist…
She knows your searching for true love…
She holds each knife and twists…

She lives in your imagination…
She was never really yours…
She’s the cause of your eternal damnation…
She’s the one you should have ignored…

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“The girl that’s driving me mad, is going away”…

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She’s ringing friends from the airport…
And telling them all the news…
This man gave her a gift of some sort…
And an offer she cannot refuse…

She knows that all this is crazy…
They all think she is a fool…
But she likes making money this lazy…
Even if it means becoming a drug mule…

It’s got to be worth the gamble…
It must be worth the price…
All she has to do is amble…
And try not to even think twice…

They are all hidden in her backpack…
She only has to get through the gate…
And as long as she stays on track…
She’ll be coming home to celebrate…

So she sets off walking…
Smug, feeling clever and great…
Hands her bag in whilst talking…
She’ll charm them like they are her mate…

She possesses a dazzling smile…
It’s worked for her in the past…
An inch taken for every mile…
She’s sure this time won’t be the last…

But the security men are not smiling…
They ask her to follow them in…
A lawyer she soon will be dialling…
She’s no longer smug, lost her grin…

She’s ringing home from the airport…
And telling her family the news…
She cries as she’s put under escort…
And the police begin their interviews…

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