“And my world will stop spinning”…

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Walking from the wreckage…

Of the failed fantasy…

Doomed from the start…

But her eyes refused see…

Or take time to notice…

The flaws in her plan…

As she melted in the eyes…

Of that dreamlike man…

But crossing that white line…

Between two different worlds…

The dream and reality…

Seldom ever works…

As when worlds collide…

Stars begin to fall…

What she thought she wanted…

Just wasn’t right at all…

And living two lives…

Drained so much emotion…

Made her feel like swimming…

In the midst of the ocean…

Subject to nature’s forces…

The push and the pull…

As the swell dragged her under…

It became so damn painful…

No mermaids there to help her…

As guilt filled her lungs…

And choking on her conscience…

Led to speaking with forked tongues…

Lying to those around her…

As the thrill quickly subsided…

Leaving only emptiness…

Whilst her morals were blindsided…

And as she walked away…

Trying to regain some pride…

Sadness filled her heart…

Because part of her had died…

The part that yearned excitement…

The thrill of pure distraction…

That gave her wings to fly…

Yet led to her hearts destruction…

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“Infect me with your love and fill me with your poison”…

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You don’t know what you do to me…
You don’t know how this feels…

All these crazy feelings…
Please tell me this is real…

You leave my poor heart pounding…
My head just fucking spins…

I know that I’m not dreaming…
But not sure where we begin…

This attraction is so powerful…
Am so scared of where it’ll lead…

There will be recriminations…
If these actions do succeed…

Do you realise what you started…
Have you any idea what you’ve done…

This sinful world is not my place…
I miss the warmth of the Sun…

There is danger all around us…
In everything we say or do…

Are you really risking everything…
Or are you taking me for a fool…

Your eyes don’t betray your feelings…
Your mouth won’t give you away…

I misinterpret what you say to me…
Is this just a game you play…

I need to know the answer…
There is so much at stake…

Yet I’m gambling everything…
Knowing it will end in sheer heartbreak…

Maybe I need to see a doctor…
Or at least get some therapy…

I need a way to forget your face…
And end this insane fantasy…

But how do I escape you…
Or wipe you from my memory…

I’m trying hard to forget the truth…
And focus on day to day reality…

You don’t know what you do to me…
Please tell me you feel the same…

All these fucked up feelings…
My soul burns with your name…

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“Infect me with your love and fill me with your poison”…

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You don’t know what you do to me…

You don’t know how this feels…

All these crazy feelings…

Please tell me this is real…

You leave my poor heart pounding…

My head just fucking spins…

I know that I’m not dreaming…

But not sure where we begin…

This attraction is so powerful…

Am so scared of where it’ll lead…

There will be recriminations…

If these actions do succeed…

Do you realise what you started…

Have you any idea what you’ve done…

This sinful world is not my place…

I miss the warmth of the Sun…

There is danger all around us…

In everything we say or do…

Are you really risking everything…

Or are you taking me for a fool…

Your eyes never betray your feelings…

Your mouth doesn’t give you away…

I misread everything you say to me…

Is this just a game you play…

I need to know the answer…

There is just so much at stake…

Yet I’m prepared to gamble everything…

Even if it ends in sheer heartbreak…

Maybe I need to see a doctor…

Or at least get some therapy…

I need a way to forget your face…

And end this insane fantasy…

But how do I escape you…

Or erase the bitter sweet memory…

Am trying so hard to forget the truth…

And focus on day to day reality…

You don’t know what you do to me…

Please tell me you feel the same…

All these fucked up feelings…

My soul’s branded with your name…

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“We may lose and we may win”…

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So, in the midst of a busy week that has thrown up more questions than answers on a personal matter, this blog was nominated for an award. Nominated twice actually, which really made me smile and was quite humbling.

It is not the first time; you may remember that previously, the lovely Nina from http://wordsthatflowlikewater.wordpress.com/2013/06/06/inspiring-the-very-inspiring-blogger-award/  Nominated this blog for the “Very Inspiring Blog” award – which was really nice of her.

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This achievement has now been followed up by both Richard from http://richardankerswrites.wordpress.com/2013/08/05/the-versatile-blogger-award/ and Christine from http://crissyb315.wordpress.com/2013/08/05/the-versatile-blogger-award/ nominating this blog for the “Versatile blogger award”.  Which again, is really nice and I am truly humbled.

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Both these awards come with things that need to be done and I have to admit, I am pretty poor at these – however, the fact that these awards come from wordpress peers does mean a lot and whilst I have little of interest about myself to do any sort of list, I do feel the need to spread the word of others blogs.

The below are 10 blogs that I read and follow – and I would encourage you to try them out for size – these are just a snapshot as I follow a huge amount – so if your blog isn’t below, it is not reflection on you – more an opportunity.

Please leave a comment and let people know where they can find you – this could be an opportunity for all of us to build up our wordpress base? Not sure if this will even work, but don’t be shy – we all want to be read – even if we do not think what we produce is worth reading!

So, here is a snapshot in addition to the 3 above and in no order:

http://stevehi312.wordpress.com/

http://helenvalentina.com/

http://shakeyourtailfeathers.wordpress.com/

http://busymindthinking.com/

http://kwicksand.wordpress.com/

http://apurvakj.wordpress.com/

http://sagedoyle.wordpress.com/

http://thedrugstorenotebook.co/

http://randomblurting.wordpress.com

https://morganlefaysblog.wordpress.com/

So, a song to leave this ramble – I watched an Eagles documentary last night and really enjoyed it, so have a few tunes floating round in my head – this one is a message for the weekend – “Take it easy” – no more words needed – well, unless you wish to comment!

Enjoy

“Welcome to the danger zone, step into the fantasy”…

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You don’t know what you do to me…

You don’t know how this feels…

All these crazy feelings…

Please tell me this is real…

You leave my poor heart pounding…

My head just fucking spins…

I know that I’m not dreaming…

But not sure where we begin…

This attraction is so powerful…

Am so scared of where it’ll lead…

There will be recriminations…

If your actions do succeed…

Do you realise what you started…

Have you any idea what you’ve done…

This sinful world is not my place…

I miss the warmth of the sun…

There is danger all around us…

In everything we say or do…

Are you really risking everything…

Or are you taking me for a fool…

Your eyes never betray your feelings…

Your mouth doesn’t give you away…

I misread everything you say to me…

Is this just a game you play…

I need to know the answer…

There is just so much at stake…

Yet I’m prepared to gamble everything…

Even if it ends in sheer heartbreak…

Maybe I need to see a doctor…

Or at least get some therapy…

I need a way to forget your face…

And end this insane fantasy…

But how do I escape you…

Or erase the bitter sweet memory…

Am trying so hard to forget the truth…

And focus on day to day reality…

You don’t know what you do to me…

Please tell me you feel the same…

All these fucked up feelings…

My soul burns with your name…

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