“Without doubt, it is true, she was the only love you knew”…

 

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It’s really you
The long lost one…

Who left me standing…
Slowly coming undone…

And falling apart
Body, mind and soul…

Sat in a dark corner
Losing all control…

Becoming numb
To the world around…

Not able to function
Or articulate a sound…

Lost in the darkness
A depressive whirlpool…

That sucked me under
Like a love-struck fool…

Who couldn’t see a way
To get back on track

Unable to function
In a world of Black…

Down a rabbit hole
With no sign of Alice

Just dark thoughts
Of death and malice…

And there you are
Now stood before me…

Without a care
For my painful story…

Barely recognising
My haunted face

And as for love
There is no trace…

As you left me battered…
Bruised and bloodied

Incapable of feeling
Love for anybody…

You broke my heart…
My spirit and my soul…

Without a care
For what you stole…

Fuck you…

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“What I want, is everything to clear”…

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“Is this what you want?”
she quietly said…

Then searched for a sign,
as her words entered his head…

Where he assessed the situation,
within the darkened room…

Another sinful interaction,
another nail in his tomb…

As he admired her beauty,
her matching underwear…

And under lust’s influence,
he really shouldn’t have cared…

But the voices began talking,
distracting from the moment…

And stood at a crossroads,
he really couldn’t comment…

He wasn’t sure what he wanted,
but she really was all his…

This stunning fucking Goddess,
like a Queen Mermaid fish….

Surrounded by an aura,
like no other he’d met…

From the minute he saw her,
all common sense began to melt…

And in that stolen moment,
his fantasies became real…

But it wasn’t like the movies,
there was more to this deal…

The heavy weight of guilt,
the magnitude of it all…

He was high above the clouds,
it would be a long, long fall…

And pausing for a breath,
he tried to soak it all in…

Burned the vision in his mind,
and then tried to begin…

But his words were futile,
the feeling just overwhelmed him…

And in a moment of weakness,
began a night of pure sin…

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“She’ll be your essence, she’ll be your blood”…

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There’s always an exception…

An exception to his rules…

Rules that shouldn’t be broken…

As broken hearts get split in two…

Leaving two hundred million reasons…

Reasons which all got twisted…

Twisted to fit his dark desires…

Desires that just kept on burning…

Burning like stars in the sky…

A sky that was once so peaceful…

So peaceful with sweet dreams…

But dreams kept on recurring…

Recurring with thoughts and themes…

Themes of a forbidden desire…

A desire for the one he couldn’t have…

Have forever as his true love…

A love that could have been so wild…

As wild temptations hung around…

Hung around his crazy life…

A life he lived within his head…

The head that burned beneath the Sun…

A Sun shining darker than before…

Before he broke the rule that said…

Said “do not go where demons tread”

Tread carefully and please beware…

Beware that this isn’t meant to be…

Be mindful of her playful heart…

A heart not pure but sometimes kind…

The kind of girl who’ll destroy this time…

But time and distance will bring peace…

Peace in his soul that should release…

Release the demons who still taunt…

Taunt him since he broke the rule…

The rule now written in her blood…

Blood that covers both his hands…

Hands that he could not control…

Control his actions and lost a soul…

Soul that will now burn in Hell…

Hell… where rules do not exist…

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“Let’s kiss this thing goodbye”…

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Bite the bullet and
extract the bitter sting…

Because her constant lies,
are wearing so thin…

It’s time to end this and
to call it a day…

It’s a no win situation,
no matter what people say…

As the moment is past and
the story has ended…

Now it’s time to move on and
allow wounds to be mended…

And your head to clear,
erasing each painful memory…

Whilst freeing yourself,
from the mental agonies…

That came with the territory,
walking hand in hand…

Now it’s time to remove,
your head from the sand…

And simply admit defeat,
in this noble gesture…

That in cold stark reality,
had begun to fester…

As a clean break was,
both required and needed…

You should have listened and
you should have heeded…

The forewarned words,
that your ears were told…

Instead of listening,
to her lies spun with gold…

So this is the start and
now reality begins…

Time to remove everything,
that’s curled up within…

Your locked up boxes,
go and hide them away…

Kiss the memories goodbye,
end your heart’s decay…

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“Everybody here seems to be sleepwalking”…

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Sat in the half light,
surveying the city…

Invisible to all,
yet searching for pity…

For someone to notice,
or give me a sign…

That I exist and
that I am “FINE”

As I look around,
watching damaged souls…

All bitter and twisted,
all growing old…

Eyes looking down,
shoulders hunched…

As the fists of life,
have repeatedly punched…

Each individual,
square on the chin…

Extracting the fun,
removing the grin…

That once appeared,
upon their faces…

Before the Devil,
tied up their laces…

Playing his tricks,
weakening each mind…

Opened up to suggestion,
distractions to find…

And tarnishing them,
beyond all repair…

Leaving hearts and souls,
in deep dark despair…

Sleepwalking an Earth,
that’s constantly revolving…

Never looking up and
never ever evolving…

As each day passes,
edging closer to death…

Our final moments and
our final breath…

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“But half of me, deserves everything he gets”…

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He’s found a way to live…
Devoid of all emotion…
A simple trick of the mind…
Sets the wheels in motion…

Locking it all away…
Preventing any tears…
That would flood his eyes…
If he remembered all the years…
 
The good times and the bad…
All his stupid mistakes…
On the road that he has travelled…
The decisions that he’s made…

In the search of distraction…
Whilst hidden in plain sight…
But distorting his reality…
Under the cover of night…
 
When he becomes another…
Assumes that personality…
The one that he keeps hidden…
So no one else can see…

Like Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde…
At the flick of a switch…
A quick transformation…
Like a spell cast by a witch…

Turning to the dark side…
Tuning into evil thoughts…
Listening to the demons…
Forgetting all he was taught…

And living in the shadows…
Searching for like minds…
Those who understand him…
Not judging what they find…

But then he forgets it all…
In the light of the morning sun…
Pretends it never happened…
And moves on, starts to run…

Like a scared little child…
A boy just like Peter Pan…
Who never really grew up…
Or understood life’s plan…

Trapped in a prison…
His own private cell…
He can never escape it…
Some days it feels like Hell…

So he’s found a way to live…
Devoid of all emotion…
It’s how he now exists…
And the path that he has chosen…

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“If your asking me, I say no surrender”…

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He lives in a world…
Of his own creation…
So brave and so fearless…
And without hesitation…
Walking tall and proud…
Just embracing life…
Growing stronger each day…
Never thinking twice…
Viewing everything…
Through different eyes…
Young, pure and innocent…
Not tainted by lies…
Living in a bubble…
Of total protection…
Each day an education…
And full of reflection…
Where the stresses and strains…
Of this cruel Earth…
Have remained out of sight…
Since his day of birth…

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He never ever worries…
About what is to come…
Living life in the moment…
Basking in the warm sun…
Whilst laughing and joking…
Ignoring all the rules…
But knowing right from wrong…
And not suffering fools…
Never surrendering…
To any negative thoughts…
Or seeing the bigger picture…
Of what lies before…
The mistakes he will make…
When following the crowd…
And when circumstances…
Don’t make him proud…
But he will live his life…
And do it his own way…
Filling me with pride…
Each and every day…

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