Category Archives: extreme

“I’ll never find anyone to replace you”…

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remember

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They remember the time…
It was fresh, it was new…

When it was their secret…
And only they knew…

Remembering the feelings…
Those trembling words…

And subliminal messages…
That only they heard…

Remembering the moments…
Stolen from each other…

And the conversations…
That ended in the gutter…

Remembering the chills…
When their eyes first met…

The flash of electricity…
Moments they’ll never forget…

Remembering the kiss…
That sparked it all…

A single strike of lightning…
That became a fireball…

Remembering that night…
When everything twisted…

Reality became fantasy…
As inhibition was lifted…

Remembering the aftermath…
The confusion that followed…

A host of mixed messages…
And bitter pills swallowed…

Remembering those words…
Cutting like a knife…

Destroying each memory…
Made deep in the night…

Remembering the hurt…
All the tears and the pain…

That drove a wedge between…
And vowed never again…

Remembering the bond…
Lost with a roll of the dice…

And those starlight lovers…
Who paid the ultimate price…

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“I am flying, I am glowing – LOOK AT ME NOW!”…

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cave

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The dark, dark preacher…
With raven black hair…

Eyes full of mystery…
Projects an icy stare…

At those laid out before him…
The gathered congregation…

A church of all religions…
Stood in hushed anticipation…

Awaiting him to deliver…
Words from his soul…

The poetry from the deep…
Within a world he controls…

Creating all the characters…
And guiding their destiny…

Before taking their life…
As they beg and they plea…

For mercy from this madman…
The man who never lived…

A reformed fucking junkie…
Who the Gods may not forgive…

Yet still he stands there…
With tales of death and gloom…

Captivating his audience…
Inspiring them with doom…

As sonnets of depressive misery…
And stories of destruction…

Enter the gatherings mind…
Sucking them into a storm…

That rages upon high…
Above the Netherworld masters…

Making their eyes cry…
And leaving them breathless…

Transformed and transfixed…
Being touched by his spirit…

Elevating their souls…
Leaving them utterly bewitched…

By the madman preacher…
And his dark. dark sermons…

The man who slayed the dragon…
But still battles his demons…

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“In the end I’m not interested in that which I fully understand…
The words I have written over the years are just a veneer…
There are truths that lie beneath the surface of the words…
Truths that rise up without warning like the humps of a sea monster and then disappear…
What performance and song is to me is finding a way to tempt the monster to the surface…
To create a space where the creature can break through what is real and what is known to us…
This shimmering space where imagination and reality intersect…
This is where all love and tears and joy exist…
This is the place…
This is where we live”…

Nick Cave – 20,000 Days on Earth…

 

“And we know there’s no need to forgive”…

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tree-birds

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The little bird glides…
Upon broken wings…

Burdened by pain…
And unable to sing…

Not able to focus…
On the world around…

Her ears are deaf…
Can’t hear a sound…

Consumed by the black…
That covers her eyes…

Distorts all her senses…
She’s blind as she flies…

Into the huge storm…
That rages ahead…

Battling her demons…
Who want her dead…

Struggling to find…
A sanctuary shelter…

A safe place to land…
Someone to help her…

To tend her wounds…
See her though the night…

Ease all her worries…
Listen to her plight…

Someone she can trust…
With her inner fears…

Hold her so very tight…
And dry all her tears…

Instead she is left…
So cold and all alone…

Far far away from…
Where she calls home…

And the one she left…
Who broke her heart…

Leaving her needing…
To make a fresh start…

Where she can begin…
To rebuild and live…

Never, ever intending…
To look back and forgive…

“Sunlight wouldn’t melt her, this is how I found her”…

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kiss

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Sugar coated lips,
spinning silver lies…

Flashing pure lust,
from honey trap eyes…

Playing her games and
drawing you in…

Truth became dare,
on a night of pure sin…

Speaking in Voodoo,
weaving a spell…

Exploiting your weakness,
she knew you too well…

Never saying anything,
but always just enough…

Designed to be intriguing,
in a simple double bluff…

Trapping your mind and
twisting your thoughts…

Promising maybes,
yet delivering nought…

Leaving you breathless,
full of frustration…

Filling your head with,
thoughts of temptation…

But left you hanging,
feeling like a fool…

Nothing was real,
in her fantasy whirlpool…

And now she’s gone,
without saying goodbye…

Her promises disappear,
on the winds gentle sigh…

As you try so hard,
to get her out of your head…

Remove the images and
words that she said…

Whilst you stand there dazed,
dazzled and confused…

It was fun whilst it lasted,
but you know you were used…

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“And the mercy seat is waiting”…

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He will tell you stories…
Of how he was fooled…
How she seduced him…
With eyes made of jewels…
Spinning words of poetry…
Speaking in tongues…
Seductive and emotional…
Breathing lust into his lungs…

He will tell you stories…
Of her wit and her charm…
That caught him off-guard…
And disabled his alarm…
Bringing down his walls…
Allowing the beast in…
Infecting his dreams…
With darkness and sin…

He will tell you stories…
Of how deeply he fell…
For a make believe world…
That became a living Hell…
Craving her company…
Obsessed with her life…
Painting vivid pictures…
In his mind at night…

He will tell you stories…
Of dark hotel rooms…
An alternate double life…
That lifted his gloom…
Breaking the monotony…
Of each draining day…
And stolen moments…
Held under her sway…

And he’ll tell you stories…
Of how she changed…
Of how it all ended…
Becoming estranged…
Which left him so empty…
A black hole in his life…
And how he responded…
With anger and a knife…

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“Trying to keep an eye on you”…

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cam

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Sat in the corner,
of a cheap hotel room…

Champagne in hand,
camera on zoom…

As the action unfolded,
in the dark of nightfall…

The twisted voyeur,
captured it all…

Watching her victim,
chained to the bed…

Blindfold and handcuffs,
arms and legs spread…

The vice girl has finished,
walked out the door…

After fucking him hard,
he was begging for more…

But she left with her money,
no questions were asked…

Unwittingly starring in,
this very visual act…

Caught through the lens,
of the sick voyeur’s tool…

And now it’s her turn,
she knows what to do…

With the camera recording,
she leans over him…

Kisses his sweet lips,
before plunging the knife in…

Straight into his heart,
without any hesitation…

Watching him die,
with a cruel fascination…

Smiling so sweetly,
as his life ebbs away…

So high on the feeling,
produced by killing her prey…

And bringing herself slowly,
to an orgasmic state of mind…

Before returning to her screen,
to replay and rewind…

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“Whispers of hope, are not quite enough”…

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tree

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He and She…
Sitting in a tree…
K. I. S. S. I. N. G…

As the branch broke…
They fell to the ground…

Not able to move…
Not making a sound…

Staring at each other…
Realising it was over…

Not wanting to admit it…
Or lose the four leaf clover…

That had cast a spell…
Over their eyes…

Leaving just shadows…
Wrapped up in lies…

As the luck they found…
Had simply disappeared…

And in a heartbeat…
The silence had appeared…

Leaving nothing behind…
But bitter tears…

Falling to the ground…
As minutes became years…

And without any contact…
Without any conversation…

The wounds got deeper…
Lost in translation…

As hope was lost…
The dream had ended…

And as darkness fell…
The evil descended…

Infecting both hearts…
Distorting the facts…

And when battle commenced…
There was no turning back…

As what was once…
Remained no more…

The ship had sailed…
And gone to war…

Where no one wins…
No victory is tasted…

Just a stark reminder…
Of what was wasted…

He and She…
Sitting in a tree…
K. I. S. S. I. N. G…

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“Words like violence, break the silence”…

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revenge

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You don’t know me…
Don’t know me at all…

Yet still pass judgement…
Sat high on the wall…

Away from reality…
In your ivory tower…

Spitting out words…
With a venomous power…

Casting your aspersions…
Making up cruel lies…

You mean nothing to me…
You’re dead in my eyes…

As the view you have…
Is so very twisted…

You never took the time…
Checked facts that existed…

Or understood my motives…
What makes me tick…

It really fucks me off…
You make me feel sick…

As I watch from afar…
Hearing what’s said…

Do you think I’m blind…
To the poison you spread…

You are just a throwback…
From a bygone age…

You belong in a prison…
Rotting in a cage…

Yet you walk free…
Alive and kicking…

But I wouldn’t care…
If you weren’t breathing…

And buried somewhere…
Deep underground…

In a wooden box…
Not making a sound…

As you don’t know me…
Don’t know me at all…

But my time is coming…
And I’ll watch you fall…

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“I love you more than I can tell”…

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Be my Valentine…
Be my baby…

Don’t say perhaps…
Don’t say maybe…

Just say yes…
And give into me…

We’re perfect together…
Why can’t you see…

Stop playing games…
And please stop hiding…

You’re being elusive…
Instead of riding…

Along with me…
Your one true mate…

It’s in the stars…
It’s guided by fate…

Yet you try deny…
And push me away…

Each cold night…
And every long day…

Just try to be nice…
Would it hurt so much…

To give me a smile…
Let me feel your touch…

And in return…
I’ll allow you see…

The light of day…
I’ll provide the key…

That will free you…
From this dark cell…

Remove your blindfold…
The handcuffs as well…

Because I’m not a monster…
One day you’ll see…

Please, just give in…
You can be so free…

And just for a moment…
We can be as one…

Before I return you…
To your lonely prison…

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“I can keep a secret and throw away the key…

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Ghost

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Tell me what is wrong…

Tell me what’s on your mind…

I know you’re not OK…

Please, please stop crying…

You know you can talk to me…

You know you’re safe in here…

Tell me all your dreams…

And confide all your fears…

I promise I can help you…

We’ll take it at your pace…

You can open up to me…

I’ll wipe the tears from your face…

Between us we can mend you…

Put the pieces back together…

Take the weight off your back…

You’ll feel lighter than a feather…

I’ll help you to be strong…

Just put your trust in me…

I’ll guide you from this dark place…

And help your eyes to see…

Are you listening to me…

Please, please don’t turn away…

I’ve been where you are now…

I’ve faced my darkest day…

I know what you are going through…

I’ve been through this before…

But I didn’t handle it well…

They picked me up off the floor…

And carried my lifeless body…

As I watched from high above…

Singing with the angels…

Flying high with the doves…

But they won’t allow me further…

Not until I try to help you…

Can you hear my words…

This is what I have to do…

Because I’m stuck in limbo…

Floating in the wind and rain…

You have to let me do this…

Please release me from my pain…

Can you hear me…

Are you listening…

Please…

Please…

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