“You know she has no sense”…

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I’m not locked in with you…
You’re locked in with me…

Can you now understand…
Do your eyes finally see…

That this is my prison…
My own private cell…

You’re now my cell mate…
Welcome to my Hell…

You’ll soon begin to realise…
And be quick to discover…

The life that you craved for…
Is not like any of the others…

It’s got tied up hands…
And a chained up mind…

Is this what you wanted…
Did you think you would find…

A life that was different…
Full of colour and wonder…

Days of sheer excitement…
Nights of lightning and thunder…

What were you expecting…
What the fuck were you thinking…

Did you not understand me…
When I told you I was sinking…

But you don’t fucking listen…
Only hear what you want…

Now you’ve see my reality…
And it’s starting to haunt…

Do you think I enjoy this…
It’s a fucking feeble existence…

Walking round in circles…
And looking for instances…

Of deep dark distraction…
To get myself through…

I thought I had found that…
But instead I found you…

And you wanted more…
Now you’re locked in with me…

Maybe now you’ll understand…
Maybe now your eyes will see…

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“I love you more than I can tell”…

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Be my Valentine…
Be my baby…

Don’t say perhaps…
Don’t say maybe…

Just say yes…
And give into me…

We’re perfect together…
Why can’t you see…

Stop playing games…
And please stop hiding…

You’re being elusive…
Instead of riding…

Along with me…
Your one true mate…

It’s in the stars…
It’s guided by fate…

Yet you try deny…
And push me away…

Each cold night…
And every long day…

Just try to be nice…
Would it hurt so much…

To give me a smile…
Let me feel your touch…

And in return…
I’ll allow you see…

The light of day…
I’ll provide the key…

That will free you…
From this dark cell…

Remove your blindfold…
The handcuffs as well…

Because I’m not a monster…
One day you’ll see…

Please, just give in…
You can be so free…

And just for a moment…
We can be as one…

Before I return you…
To your lonely prison…

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“I want you, did you mean to tell me but seem to forget”…

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She drowns in his words…

Hearing what she wants to hear…

No matter what he tells her…

She’ll always keep him near…

Clinging to every sentence…

Looking for some sanctuary…

Hoping that he’ll love her…

Praying one day, he will see…

That he could be the one…

To mend her tattered soul…

And he should be the one…

To fill her heart shaped hole…

As she’s been biding her time…

Waited patiently in the shadows…

And watched him from afar…

Whilst silently firing her arrows…

Laced with a simmering hatred…

That resides beneath her skin…

When she sees him with others…

But keeps her anger within…

As she wants him so badly…

The desire inside just burns…

And every time she’s close to him…

That loving feeling returns…

Leaving contradictory voices…

That fuck with her head…

So she keeps holding on….

Analysing each word said…

Interpreting anyway she wants…

So it makes her feel special…

But he hasn’t got a clue…

Which makes it more stressful…

As his eyes are sealed off…

Unaware he’s such a tease…

Stumbling through his life…

Not seeing what she sees…

So she twists his words…

Into what she wants to hear…

And though he’ll never love her…

She’ll forever keep him near…

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“You know she has no sense”…

identityloss

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I’m not locked in with you…
You’re locked in with me…

Can you now understand…
Do your eyes finally see…

That this is my prison…
My own private cell…

You’re now my cell mate…
Welcome to my Hell…

You’ll soon begin to realise…
And be quick to discover…

The life that you craved for…
Is not like any of the others…

It’s got tied up hands…
And a chained up mind…

Is this what you wanted…
Did you think you would find…

A life that was different…
Full of colour and wonder…

Days of sheer excitement…
Nights of lightning and thunder…

What were you expecting…
What the fuck were you thinking…

Did you not understand me…
When I told you I was sinking…

But you don’t fucking listen…
Only hear what you want…

Now you’ve see my reality…
And it’s starting to haunt…

Do you think I enjoy this…
It’s a fucking feeble existence…

Walking round in circles…
And looking for instance…

Of deep dark distraction…
To get myself through…

I thought I had found that…
And instead I found you…

But you wanted more…
Now you’re locked in with me…

Maybe now you understand…
And your eyes finally see…

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“She may be the mirror of my dreams”…

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He won’t be the first…
And will not be the last…

To have his heart broken…
Shattered just like glass…

Fooled by the lightning…
That flashed in her eyes…

The danger and excitement…
Yet deceived by her lies…

The words of seduction…
That nestled inside his ear…

And made him pine for her…
When she wasn’t near…

He won’t be the last…
To fall for her charms…

Leaving him so blinded…
Causing so much harm…

Ripping him into pieces…
As he fell deeper in love…

Thinking she was his Princess…
Fitting like hand in glove…

Caught up in the moment…
His heart franticly beating…

But she took him for granted…
And was already cheating…

Both on herself and on him…
As she kept looking for fun…

He was not enough for her…
He could never be the one…

Who would tie her down…
Make her heart surrender…

Becoming so soft and gentle…
So loving and so tender…

It was never her style…
And not ever on the cards…

As she craved his attention…
But then coldly discards…

When it got too much…
Or required any emotion…

And he won’t be the last…
To have his heart fooled,
then broken…

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“The only thing I have to say, it’s been a good year for the roses”…

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Twenty Thirteen limps to an end…

Was it an enemy, didn’t feel like a friend…

Each new beginning we’ll still do the same…

New Year’s resolutions our delusional game…

That we know we’ll seldom keep…

Yet we will never stop to weep…

Forgetting them all in the passing of time…

Only focusing on our daily crimes…

Ultimately making different plans…

Recognising life is out of our hands…

That it’s all part of fate’s twisted story…

Each setback and each victory…

Every year we make the same foolish mistake…

New Year’s resolutions are not ours to make

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