“You go back to her and I go back to black”…

anger-and-depression

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Please don’t lock me out…
Please don’t push me away…

Hear me when I shout…
Believe I’m here to stay…

Try to get my message…
And read all my signs…

Realise what you are doing…
Revaluate your life’s design…

This is for the best…
Awake from your dreamland…

Don’t waste time hating him…
Just try and understand…

That you’re in a black place…
And I simply want to assist…

If you open up the doors…
I’ll try help you lift the mist…

We’ll take it at your pace…
Slowly, step by step…

We can talk it through…
Unpick this spider’s web…

I know it’s not an easy task…
I have no magic wand…

I’ll sit and talk for hours…
I’m really yours to command…

But you really have to trust me…
I know that it seems hard…

You’re the key to all of this…
You alone hold all the cards…

I know what you’ve been through…
And none of it’s your fault…

The world has been against you…
In a full all-out assault…

You’re trapped in a prison…
Your own little private cell…

Let’s work out how to escape…
Be free from this living Hell…

I’m not saying it will be easy…
Nothing worthwhile ever is…

But I’ll help you overcome this…
And defeat this dark nemesis…

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“And the clouds, they are crying on you”…

anger-and-depression

Please don’t lock me out…
Please don’t push me away…
Hear me when I shout…
And believe I am here to stay…
Try to get my message…
And read all of my signs…
Realise what you are doing…
Revaluate your life’s design…
 
Know that this is for the best…
Awake from your dreamland…
Don’t waste time hating me…
Just try and understand…
That you’re in a black place…
And I simply want to assist…
If you open up the doors…
I’ll try help you lift the mist…
 
We’ll take it at your pace…
Slowly and step by step…
We can talk it through…
And unpick this spider’s web…
I know it’s not an easy task…
And I have no magic wand…
But I’ll sit and talk for hours…
I’m really yours to command…
 
There is nothing you can say…
That’ll make me feel any less…
You really can count on me…
And won’t have any regrets…
But you have to really trust me…
I know that it seems hard…
You’re the key to all of this…
You alone hold all the cards…
 
I know what you’ve been through…
And none of it’s your fault…
The world has been against you…
In a full all out assault…
How could you be expected…
To even stand a chance…
On your own and lonely…
In a dark demons trance…

Mentally trapped in a prison…
Your own little private cell…
Let’s work out how to escape…
And be free from this living hell…
I’m not saying it will be easy…
Nothing worthwhile ever is…
Let me help you overcome this…
And defeat this evil nemesis…
 
So please don’t lock me out…
Please don’t push me away…
Please hear me when I shout…
Please believe I am here to stay…
Try to understand my message…
And we’ll try and try again…
To edge you into the light…
And end this dark king’s reign…


“I press my lips against her name”…

Dear-Deidre_2

Dear Deidre
 
I am writing to you because I need your advice…
I’m addicted to sex and I’m addicted to vice…
I’m also having an affair with my friend’s sister…
And my porn addiction causes me to blister…
I like to have sex with girls but I also like men…
I have a tendency to do this again and again…
Sometimes I dress up, complete with stockings and heels…
I know that it’s wrong, but my god, how good does it feel…
My drug consumption is now under control…
But I slept with my counsellor as she tried to console…
Now she claims that I am the father of two…
I asked Mr Kyle for a DNA test, well wouldn’t you…
If I become a father, that would clip my wings…
I can’t have that as I’m in love with all lust brings…
I guess you think that I’m horrid and shallow…
But it’s not my fault if I get urges and follow…
Talking of which, my colleague just smiled and asked me on a date…
So we had sex in the storeroom, no need to wait…
Or waste precious seconds playing silly games…
I have others to sleep with, if I can remember their names…
Please Deidre – please please please reply…
I will heed your advice and promise to try and comply…

Yours
Trapped in Lust’s shadow

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Dear Trapped in Lust’s shadow
 
In all my years I don’t think I have read…
A letter from someone so fucked in the head…
You really appear such a despicable man…
You have no morals, but I’ll do what I can…
I can see you’re addicted and weak and shallow…
In fact you are simply the most disgusting fellow…
There is nothing I could write that will make you FINE…
Even suggesting you call my premium rate helpline…
But where do I start with my moralising…
How do I preach at you… whilst fantasising…
Your words make me hot, of that there’s no doubt…
My glasses are steamed up, all I can think about…
Is the two of us alone in a room, just you and me…
I’m sat here naked, if only you could see…
That I write and I judge, but long for some wrong…
A man to burst in who is big and is strong…
And take me so hard up against that wall…
But I couldn’t say that, couldn’t tell you at all…
So with that in mind, all I can suggest…
Is we meet up in secret and you put your hands on my breasts…
Please hurry up, my mobile number is this…
And don’t tell a soul that I long for your kiss…

Yours filled with forbidden longing…
DD xxxx