“Guaranteed to blow your mind”…

sfh

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She’d stumbled through life…
With her eyes sealed shut…

A mind that was closed…
Her heart stuck in a rut…

Her life was mapped out…
She slept walked each day…

Followed the daily routine…
In her own habitual way…

Then one day it changed…
It came out of the blue…

As whilst she wasn’t looking…
A demon came into view…

With charming brown eyes…
And such devilish desire…

Carrying lust on his shoulder…
He was fuelled with a fire…

That caught her off guard…
Took her completely by surprise…

And she felt herself falling…
Became ensnared in the lies…

As she entered a dark realm…
Alien to all that she knew…

The Devil’s own playground…
Where she viewed life anew…

And through unsealed eyes…
She was held under its sway…

She witnessed such power…
Was entranced by the display…

As she descended from high…
Her halo slipped and fell…

She deceived those closest…
Embarked on a path to Hell…

Without any real thought…
And without any hesitation…

She embraced a life unknown…
Getting high on the temptation…

Now she meets up with strangers…
For rendezvous with no strings…

Selling nights of sinful pleasure…
To the elite and to the kings…

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The Circle…

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All that glitters is not gold…
The grass isn’t always green…

Be careful what your heart desires…
Things aren’t always what they seem…

Perceptions of that better life…
Begin as fantasies in your head…

They slowly grow, as you sleep…
And infect you in your bed…

Giving glimpses of what could be…
How things might be changed…

Undermining everything you have…
Slowly becoming your ball and chain…

As you lose touch of your reality…
Begin to chase what you don’t have…

But things we sometimes wish for…
Have the capacity to wound and stab…

And the things you take for granted…
Those constants in your life…

Companions on your journey…
Through the highs and all the strife…

The ones who love unconditionally…
Take you just for what you are…

Those are the people who’ll suffer…
These are the souls you’ll scar…

As when you finally taste it…
When the fantasy at last is real…

It’s never what you hoped it was…
But that’s all part of the deal…

As like an unexpected gift…
Your eyes will just light up…

But you will quickly realise…
It’s all just metal that rusts…

Leaving you forever tainted…
With a deep eternal darkness…

That’ll quickly consume your life…
And fill you up with a sadness…

Changing your life forever…
Colouring all you touch and see…

As when it comes down to it…
Somethings are just not meant to be…

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Letting go…

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You need to step away…
Need your head to clear…

Because slowly, very slowly…
She’s beginning to appear…

In your thoughts and dreams…
She’s in your head at night…

No matter what you do…
No matter how hard you fight…

It began as a distant echo…
Blurred memories of the past…

But now she is so vivid…
You can’t allow this to last…

As it took so long to escape…
The path you chose was tough…

And whilst you’ll always crave her…
Enough was just enough…

Yet now you dwell on fantasy…
Focused solely on the fiction…

Remembering the good times…
But discarding all the friction…

The pain that she caused you…
The thousand times she lied…

How she got inside your head…
And made a poor boy cry…

Yet still you refused to hate her…
No matter what she said…

As you battled inner demons…
And wished she was in your bed…

Because despite best intentions…
You fell deeper every single day…

The spell she cast felt real…
Your heart was swept away…

And now those feelings return…
Even though it’s been so long…

That chemistry between you…
Suddenly feels so strong…

But giving you a wakeup call…
Loud alarm bells in your head…

You must find a way to end this…
And stop further tears being shed…

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“You don’t fuck with Harry’s money, you don’t fuck Harry’s girls”…

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You don’t know Harry…
Anything like I do…

Or what he’s capable of…
When hidden from view…

The things he does…
His actions and deeds…

His thought process…
The fear that feeds…

And drive him on…
With a need for control…

Which keeps him sane…
Motivating his soul…

For sinful distraction…
Of each and every kind…

He has no boundaries…
And no ties that bind…

He’s free to do anything…
Anytime that he wants…

Devoid of any conscience…
Or a little voice that haunts…

He is the ruler of his universe…
The commander of his ship…

If you dare to cross Harry…
He’ll swiftly lash the whip…

And leave you badly wounded…
But thankful you’re not dead…

As Harry could easily kill you…
Or have “THEM” crush your head…

Without batting an eyelid…
And without a moment’s thought…

It’s the way that Harry rolls…
It’s the way that he was taught…

So be under no illusion…
Be smart and work it out…

Harry is a fucking monster…
Of that there is no doubt…

Because you don’t know Harry…
Anything like I do…

Or what Harry’s capable of…
When Harry’s in the mood…

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“Just you stood there, only in your underwear”…

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Behind the locked door…
Room 2wo 8ight 4our…

The lamplight in the corner…
The gift laid out all for her…

The leather briefcase open…
The minibar seal broken…

The bed nicely made…
Music softly played…

She’s stood in the corner…
Before the one who adores her…

Wearing matching Red underwear…
Oblivious and totally unaware…

Of the feelings he hides…
The Flutterbys inside…

As he gazes upon her face…
And his fingers lightly trace…

Her body and Black hair…
Trying not to focus or to care…

About the world outside…
Pain that makes him cry…

And give himself over…
Not drunk, but not sober…

To the demons in his soul…
Who are in full control…

Whilst lost in her Green eyes…
In-between her slender thighs…

A moment he so craved…
But left him simply enslaved…

To the dark carnal desires…
The lust and the fires…

That infect his blood…
He knows he never should…

Succumb to this weakness…
For this girl’s uniqueness…

And the look she gives…
Makes him feel like she’s his…

But it’s simply not true…
She does what hookers do…

And makes them feel nice…
As they pay for their vice…

Like so many before him…
Who paid cash for their sin…

She made them feel special…
By releasing lust’s Devil…

And playing the part…
Whilst capturing his heart…

And just for a moment…
She provides atonement…

Before leaving the room…
Into her next costume…

As he counts the cost…
The money he has lost…

And a sad lament…
At her lingering scent…

Driving him insane…
Until he sees her again…

Behind a locked door…
It’s all that he lives for…

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“I promise you the truth can’t hurt us now”…

aiafh

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She woke up feeling happy…
Sun shining through the blinds…

Last night felt so surreal…
Was this finally a sign…

That her life had new direction…
And someone she could love…

He’d come from out of nowhere…
Prayer answered from above…

She’d closed her eyes long ago…
Spoke to the gods unseen…

Begged for divine intervention…
For life to stop being mean…

And like a Black & White movie…
He seemed a real life gentleman…

Treated her like a princess…
Not like the usual cavemen…

Money was of no consequence…
He lavished such amazing gifts…

A man with taste and generosity…
It dazzled the what, buts and ifs…

She was consumed by his presence…
Swept away with such desire…

She’d never felt this way before…
Like walking upon the high wire…

Her head was light and dizzy…
And her heart skipped like a child…

He made her feel so complete…
First time in months she’d smiled…

She was the envy of her friends…
Who could never understand…

What it’s like to be in his arms…
Or to be under his command…

He navigated her spaceship…
Took her far above the stars…

Cast a magic spell on her…
And begun to heal her scars…

His words were so hypnotic…
There became nothing she wouldn’t do…

To protect this special something…
To keep him forever within her view…

Because nothing lasts forever…
And it felt too good to be true…

She knew one day he’d hurt her…
And leave her feeling so blue…

She woke up feeling happy…
Sun shining through the blinds…

Last night felt so surreal…
His body they’ll never find…

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Words originally written for Iris at https://justme792.wordpress.com/author/justme792/

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“He only wants to get you out of your mind”…

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The drink in her hand…
Her back against the wall…

He pins her so robustly…
Her defences quickly fall…

Her head feels so light…
Her world begins to spin…

Her legs turn to jelly…
As she breathes him all in…

She knows it’s not right…
But doesn’t really care…

She wants him to touch her…
And undo her underwear…

Whilst taking her to places…
That she has seldom been…

Where the Devil takes over…
And fills her soul with sin…

She needs him inside her…
Right here and right now…

She lets him have control…
But wants to show him how…

How much she wants him…
And how deeply she yearns…

To let out her bad side…
Show him tricks she’s learnt…

As she’s no longer an angel …
Peeled off those goddamn wings…

Removed that fucking halo…
All the rules that it brings…

And in this sinful moment…
Without any form of regret…

She’s turned to the dark side…
And hasn’t finished yet…

As it’s a thrill she longs for…
An addiction she can’t beat…

In high heels and stockings…
Against the cold, hard concrete…

And with the drink in her hand…
She forgets for just one moment…

The nightmare of her reality…
And her ongoing inner torment…

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