“The secrets I hide, twist me inside”…

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The wall that you built…
Can no longer protect you…

And hiding behind it…
Won’t add any value…

As the voices you hate…
The ones that you fear…

They have found you…
And now stab like spears…

Deep inside your mind…
Seeping into your soul…

Injecting their poison…
Filling that black hole…

The void you created…
In an attempt to outrun…

You thought it‘d ended…
But it’s only just begun…

As they sat and waited…
Quietly biding their time…

Until you were happy…
Starting to finally feel fine…

And the world that you live in…
Is just how you wanted it…

All those jigsaw pieces …
Finally did seem to fit…

This was the moment…
They chose to attack…

Knowing you’re vulnerable…
Dragging you back into black…

They began as a whisper…
Reigniting your paranoia…

Invading your waking hours…
Haunting like a dark destroyer…

Pulling out all the guilt…
Hid deep inside your dreams…

That you locked up in boxes…
Blocking out the screams…

Of those you have hurt…
The times that you lied…

Those late night distractions…
And secrets you tried to hide…

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17 responses to ““The secrets I hide, twist me inside”…

  1. It sounds like you are enduring a difficult time. I pray it passes soon. There is a wonderful woman whose Ted Talks video may be helpful to you. Her name is Eleanor Longden. You are not alone. -Tempest

  2. So many words, so many blogs – – search love or happy tags – you will be spoilt for choice 😉 – hope you find what you seek in life – my words and thoughts on this blog are really for me – they are not imposed, the unfollow option is there should you sadly choose. My words are not for everyone – I like that – really hope you at least like some of the music and all the best 🙂 – Cheers J

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