“You know she has no sense”…

identityloss

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I’m not locked in with you…
You’re locked in with me…

Can you now understand…
Do your eyes finally see…

That this is my prison…
My own private cell…

You’re now my cell mate…
Welcome to my Hell…

You’ll soon begin to realise…
And be quick to discover…

The life that you craved for…
Is not like any of the others…

It’s got tied up hands…
And a chained up mind…

Is this what you wanted…
Did you think you would find…

A life that was different…
Full of colour and wonder…

Days of sheer excitement…
Nights of lightning and thunder…

What were you expecting…
What the fuck were you thinking…

Did you not understand me…
When I told you I was sinking…

But you don’t fucking listen…
Only hear what you want…

Now you’ve see my reality…
And it’s starting to haunt…

Do you think I enjoy this…
It’s a fucking feeble existence…

Walking round in circles…
And looking for instances…

Of deep dark distraction…
To get myself through…

I thought I had found that…
But instead I found you…

And you wanted more…
Now you’re locked in with me…

Maybe now you’ll understand…
Maybe now your eyes will see…

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14 responses to ““You know she has no sense”…

  1. This poem is loud and clear.
    Are you better than last year

    Can you be satisfied
    With the pain you try hide

    Giving it all to one
    So we can be done

    Dangerous game
    End always the same

    More to the story
    Glory

    Hey, it’s ok
    There is just today

    Take a deep breath

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