“I love you even more, than I did before”…

cry

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My jealousy seeps…
Through each open pour…

Knowing she’s with you…
Knowing that she saw…

Every inch of your body…
Knows the way that you taste…

The pleasure she gives you…
Is etched on your face…

And she knows that feeling…
Of having you on her arm…

Like a queen beside you…
Held under your charm…

But yet you’re not happy…
Things aren’t going so well…

This new life you’ve created…
Wasn’t worth all the hell…

The war that you waged…
Those battles we fought…

And the escape to freedom…
You so desperately sought…

Craving your independence…
Wanting to be all alone…

Needing your space…
Our relationship outgrown…

It was never your fault…
Always twisted around…

And your finger of blame…
Made a deafening sound…

Making it so clear…
That you wanted out…

Despite all the protests…
My pleas, my shouts…

And now you sit there…
Lamenting your new life…

It isn’t much better…
You didn’t find paradise…

Yet my jealousy rages…
My anger burns so bright…

But I still can’t hate you…
Just want to hold you so tight…

~

“Into that void of silence”…

gkar

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Driving with anger…
Fire in his eyes…

Along darkened roads…
The speeding car flies…

Adrenaline is pumping…
The music is loud…

No traffic in sight…
Far from the crowds…

Taking each corner…
At maximum speed…

Replaying the visions…
Of her dark sinful deed…

She was laid on the bed…
Entwined with another…

Loud orgasmic sounds…
The pillow couldn’t cover…

And he just stood there…
Watched from the door…

He was frozen in horror…
Till he couldn’t take anymore…

Then fleeing the house…
Both hurt and betrayed…

Not really understanding…
Why she had strayed…

His one true love…
He felt such a fool…

Why would she do it…
How could she be so cruel…

The voices kept taunting…
From deep within his mind…

Question after question…
Yet no answers could he find…

So he made the decision…
To get the cold facts…

Decided to head home…
Begin his counter attack…

But as the rain started falling…
He misjudged a sharp bend…

And in one fleeting moment…
The voices came to an end…

~

“Little things I should have said and done”…

Please welcome Bob as my latest Guest Poet

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Tomorrow I’ll Tell You I Love You.

Many years ago I loved a girl,
Who had laughing eyes and long blond curls.
Though she loved me too, she set me free,
Cause I never said please marry me.

Tomorrow I’ll tell you I love you,
I’ll tell you how much I care.
My hopes and my dreams are all of you.
The future is ours to share.

I promise I’ll love you forever,
And hold you so close to me.
I’ll kiss you at twilight and dawning too.
I promise just wait and see.

We’ll sail on the sunshine on summer days.
We’ll glide on the moonbeams so high.
Together, forever, just you and I,
We’ll live in a dream in the sky.

Tomorrow I’ll tell you I love you.
But you’ve left me all alone.
It was always tomorrow, I’ve waited too long.
I love you, but now you’re gone.

 

 

 

“The one where I stay and you fly”…

eogjd

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Tired, sore eyes…
A tear stained face…

A grieving body…
Feeling displaced…

Lost in a world…
That can’t understand…

Her spirit is broken…
She misses his hand…

Haunted by the ghost…
Memories of her man…

He was taken too soon…
This wasn’t the plan…

Now left all alone…
She’s failing to cope…

She’s losing the will…
She’s lost all hope…

Not able to sleep…
Feeling so depressed…

Leaving her floating…
In a state of distress…

Wishing that death…
Would visit again…

Reach out his cold hand…
Take away all her pain…

And be finally reunited…
With her soul mate…

High above the clouds…
At Heaven’s golden gates…

Where she knows he’ll wait…
Until the end of time…

For her to join him…
At the end of her climb…

Up the long stairway…
At her journeys end…

That peaceful moment…
When she will ascend…

But until that time…
Where she will be free…

Her life’s stuck in limbo…
Full of loneliness and misery…

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“And it’s been the ruin of many a poor boy”…

decent1

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In the midst of his decent…
Demonised by them all…

Eager to see him crumble…
Overjoyed to see him fall…

The man who held everything…
And had life all worked out…

He’d battled all his demons…
Wiped away any shred of doubt…

Built his life the right way…
Never strayed far from the path…

A loving and faithful husband…
Until it came to pass…

That a lethal combination…
Of distraction mixed with drink…

And a pretty green eyed temptress…
Caused a good man to sink…

Into the realms of darkness…
Where temptation lit the way…

And seduced by the excitement…
He was held under its sway…

He felt touched by the lightning…
He surged with a higher power…

And as their lips collided…
The thrill just thrust him higher…

But like the character Icarus…
He eventually flew too high…

And the unforgiving sun…
Burned and blinded his eyes…

The drug that he’d consumed…
Had changed his life forever…

Now owned by the demons…
He’s no longer smug, nor clever…

But descends from a great height…
Kicked as he tumbles down…

Attacked by those around him…
Forced to wear a thorny crown…

The one mistake that defines him…
Remembered only for his error…

That shattered all he’d lived for…
And led to so much terror…

~

“It all ends up the same somehow”…

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Cheers

geath

Death is in every moment, and whoever in every moment dies,
he’s the prince the master, who in the sky flies.

Life is now and forever, and whoever lives in the now,
he’s the one who has discovered, Heaven’s know-how.

But whoever does not die and lives for the next moment,
he has dropped the holy milk and drinks from Hell’s torment.

So the choice is up to you. Do you want to realize?
Do you want to be an old fool, or one moment old and wise?

What means to live in the present but die in the now?
Means you have to kill everything for which you take a bow.

And then and only then you will be standing straight,
you will be filled with pure love not one drop of hate.

You will live for ever, and ever, in an eternal bliss,
you will have denied Death’s sweetest carnal kiss.

“The secrets I hide, twist me inside”…

hsj

~

The wall that you built…
Can no longer protect you…

And hiding behind it…
Won’t add any value…

As the voices you hate…
The ones that you fear…

They have found you…
And now stab like spears…

Deep inside your mind…
Seeping into your soul…

Injecting their poison…
Filling that black hole…

The void you created…
In an attempt to outrun…

You thought it‘d ended…
But it’s only just begun…

As they sat and waited…
Quietly biding their time…

Until you were happy…
Starting to finally feel fine…

And the world that you live in…
Is just how you wanted it…

All those jigsaw pieces …
Finally did seem to fit…

This was the moment…
They chose to attack…

Knowing you’re vulnerable…
Dragging you back into black…

They began as a whisper…
Reigniting your paranoia…

Invading your waking hours…
Haunting like a dark destroyer…

Pulling out all the guilt…
Hid deep inside your dreams…

That you locked up in boxes…
Blocking out the screams…

Of those you have hurt…
The times that you lied…

Those late night distractions…
And secrets you tried to hide…

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