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I know all is lost…
I know you are gone…
I know what I did…
I know I was wrong…
I made a mistake…
I abused all your trust…
I destroyed what we had…
I feel only disgust…
I have no excuses…
I just can’t explain…
I can’t make this right…
I can’t ease your pain…
I can’t change the past…
I can’t press reset…
I play it over and over…
I’m filled with regret…
I can no longer sleep…
I can’t seem to cope…
I’ve no way forward…
I’m lost in the smoke…
I’m not asking for pity…
I don’t want sympathy…
I just need you to know…
I wasn’t the real me…
I projected my anger…
I’m responsible for the act…
I wish I could rewind…
I wish I could go back…
I never meant to hurt you…
I never meant to cause harm…
I just wanted you to listen…
I needed to raise the alarm…
I couldn’t find the words…
I couldn’t articulate…
I didn’t think about it…
I acted in such haste…
I let my fists speak…
I broke all the rules…
Eye made you cry…
I’m such a fool…
I am sorry…
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Eye Will Not Cry 
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Thanks for the reblog – Cheers J
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Thanks for sharing – Cheers J
Pride….such a destructive tool of evil….that makes 3 word sentences of love and repentence so hard to say….leading for more broken hearts to form as fertile ground for evil’s foundation to lay….Such a shame….this world would not be in its current state if we said these things more and with such sincerity…. 😦
Thanks for such an insightful comment! Cheers J
This is the mantra of the abuser.
That was the view point I aimed for – powerful song – Cheers J
You were right…words on a page mean different things to different people. As I was reading parts of it, I felt like I was literally speaking out the words. I also liked how the lines are so short and to the point, it adds to the effect. Thank you for sharing.
Thank you for your kind words – glad you connected with this – Cheers J