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You don’t know what you do to me…
You don’t know how this feels…
All these crazy feelings…
Please tell me this is real…
You leave my poor heart pounding…
My head just fucking spins…
I know that I’m not dreaming…
But not sure where we begin…
This attraction is so powerful…
Am so scared of where it’ll lead…
There will be recriminations…
If these actions do succeed…
Do you realise what you started…
Have you any idea what you’ve done…
This sinful world is not my place…
I miss the warmth of the Sun…
There is danger all around us…
In everything we say or do…
Are you really risking everything…
Or are you taking me for a fool…
Your eyes don’t betray your feelings…
Your mouth won’t give you away…
I misinterpret what you say to me…
Is this just a game you play…
I need to know the answer…
There is so much at stake…
Yet I’m gambling everything…
Knowing it will end in sheer heartbreak…
Maybe I need to see a doctor…
Or at least get some therapy…
I need a way to forget your face…
And end this insane fantasy…
But how do I escape you…
Or wipe you from my memory…
I’m trying hard to forget the truth…
And focus on day to day reality…
You don’t know what you do to me…
Please tell me you feel the same…
All these fucked up feelings…
My soul burns with your name…
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Eye Will Not Cry 
Gorgeous! I love this!
I love that you love this Caroline! Cheers J
Reblogged this on georgeforfun.
Thanks George! Cheers J
You are most very welcome.
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By liking your posts it is not that I like the pain you express. I like the courage you have in sharing!
I view “likes” more as a simple acknowledgement that people have passed by and read my work – Thank you for “liking” and taking time to comment – Cheers J
Couldn’t help commenting one of my poems on your piece..
“Distraction”
Unwell I feel, splittin headache I got
All the turmoil within, I fought
Always be strong, I’ve been taught
I need distraction
Strong am I, or a facade
Tired of always being on guard
Behind closed doors, I break down so hard
I need distraction
Drags of cigarettes I inhale
Wispy dark coils I exhale
Smoke calms my nerves when all fail
I need distraction
Bad necessary medicine, like morphine
I hallucinate, everything looks green
So blunt and absurd tonite my preen
I need distraction
Carroll was high with Alice
My high is short-lived, oh come on peace
Calm me down, put me at ease
I need distraction
The laundry undone, my den a mess
In the cupboard, hangs the unworn lil black dress
How did I get to this, no one can guess
I need distraction
TV on, something about Nobita, the nerdy guy
My lil one cuddles me, as he passes me by
You seem distracted he asks, oh Am I?
I need distraction….
from the distraction!
Thanks Manan – shame to waste this in comments – mind if I use for an upcoming Guest Poet slot? Cheers J
Yes…please be my guest. Funny when I’m actually going to be the guest! Cheers!!
I love this one. Adrenaline with a purpose even if we don’t know the outcome.
Thanks Keith – i think the outcome is predictable and “always ends the same” Cheers J
Love 😍 x
Thank you M’lady – nice to see you around – Cheers J
This is amazing.
Thank you for your kind words – Cheers J
Wow
Thank you – I hope that’s wow good! Cheers J
Yes it was all in good :p
BEAU-TI-FUL!
Why thank you – Cheers J