~
This is my life,
my own private hell…
A fucked up misfit,
in a mental prison cell…
Trying so hard,
to please everyone…
Just to be liked,
to be someone’s Sun…
In a cold cruel world,
amidst so much pain…
Never getting it right,
always trying to explain…
Leaving me drained,
bitter and twisted…
Wishing to end it,
like I never existed…
As no one would care,
if I just disappeared…
No one would notice,
if the desk was cleared…
And from this moment,
I dropped off the radar…
Life would go on,
just without my scars…
Where someone else,
would take my place…
Another faceless number,
so easy to replace…
And totally forgotten,
in the blink of an eye…
So maybe now’s the time,
to simply say goodbye…
A final farewell,
to the silent herds…
Leave them a message,
in actions, not words…
As this is my life and
I can no longer take it…
Sick of my imperfections,
sick of being a misfit…
~
Beautiful as each word you write always is .
Thank you so much for your continued support and kind words – Cheers J
you’re great… lighten up x
Thanks! Cheers J
Painfully sad… but nice work, beautiful rhyming.
Thanks 😄 Cheers J
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an amazing write, emotionally deep and powerful.
Thanks for the reblog – Cheers J
Great work. I reblogged this, hope you don’t mind.
Thank you and no, don’t mind – it’s a huge compliment – Cheers J
Powerful words, yet we each have a purpose for being, finding it, going with it can help bring the hope and joy we all crave as well as in the long term also recognition. Don’t give up no matter the temptation
Thank you for your wise words – Cheers J
Reblogged this on Jusawesume's Blog.
Thanks for the reblog – Cheers J
it breaks my heart is it for real? you really want to go ?
Thanks Franz – please check out the whats it all about page for more info on my writing – what’s it all about? | Eye Will Not Cry https://eyewillnotcry.wordpress.com/about-2/ – Cheers J
yes, I know now …..great poet I love reading yours from beginning to end I guess I found the right place to start with .
Thank you for your kind words & welcome! Cheers J
many of us feel like misfits..their is nothing to be sick of…just accept that you are different..
Thank you Saya – Much appreciated – Cheers J
nice work man – I look forward to hearing more from you. Take it easy 🙂
Thanks Andy – grab a cuppa and wander through my pages anytime you like – Cheers J
This really hits the spot… excellent piece – G’Day
Hey Emma – nice to see you – hope all is well – Cheers J
Very effective and affecting. There was a time in my life when I felt a lot like this. I have moved on. But I appreciate your work.
Thank you for your kind words Jolivia – Cheers J
Evocative J! 🙂 x
Hey – thats your job 😜 Cheers J
You are simply brilliant!!!! The perfect rant.
You are too kind – Thank you – Cheers J
Beautiful…totally understandable….fuck suicide imma live my life how i want to
I hear you Mjay – Cheers J
wow this is great! love it .smile J
Thanks – Cheers J
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LOVED this.
Thanks for your kind words – Cheers J
So much pain….
Now and again 😉 – Cheers J
mew… I luffs.
I luff that you luffs this! Cheers J