“I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed”…

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He’ll never understand…
And he’ll never know…

The mental pain she felt…
In simply letting him go…

The chains she unlocked…
To end all the madness…

Freeing his imperfect soul…
Removing all his sadness…

By becoming so distant…
Extracting herself from his life…

She knew it had to be done…
Despite all the strife…

Because she’d fallen too far…
And there was no return…

Leading to an ending…
That would scar and burn…

As he was not hers…
Just an impossible dream…

Which haunted her nights…
With such painful screams…

Leading to such regrets…
Each day of her life…

That he was not in it…
As she replays and rewinds…

But there was no future…
And she had to decide…

Even if it killed her…
So she hid the pain inside…

As his gentle eyes…
Turned from confusion into hate…

Not really understanding…
And now it’s far too late…

The walls are erected…
With the friendship lost…

And no stolen moment…
Was worth this huge cost…

But she had to move on…
And allow her head to drive…

It’s the only way she knows…
It’s the only way she survives…

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35 responses to ““I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed”…

  1. i have not read poetry done so well, your piece was truly moving. i am truthfully grateful that you stopped by to have a read…

    Thank you

    i will be looking forward to the next time i drop in to have another read myself!

  2. Love was not felt by two people, she was in a white room alone, vision of waterfall chasing it Solo, with every wish upon every shooting stars, He’s wish was uncertain not knowing at moment where he wanted to go, but he shall feel the pain she holds down that striving road, it will dwell within his soul, for ‘Conscience’ is a strong Character within a person..
    She has to move on, even when she knows she won’t love another, like the love she Strongly devoted herself to him, she may have been patient, thinking he would soon change & feel more of how she felt the same, but he too hard headed, & put this Girl to shame.. His Loss if he thinks he’l find better, and for she was left a Love Letter.. Maybe ‘Time’ & ‘Wisdom’ have a plan, but until then, She’s best to Look into the future, & Live her life The way she knows to Survive..
    This is so deep, It brings back memories, i dwelt with, from 1996, til 2006..
    Beautiful description, paint a picture with words..

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