“I once was blind but now I see”…

alone-love-lonely-boy-sad-emotional-hd-wallpaper-for-boys-wallpaperalone-quotes-being-nigerian-movie-african-lyrics-play-song

~

Entered in Nineteen Seventy Three…

Born into a dysfunctional family…

In a world verging on insanity…

With so much confusion for all to see…

Emotional blackmail the silver currency…

Each word spoken with bitter cruelty…

Used to pile on such painful misery…

That eroded any chance of purity…

And clouded any kind of clarity…

In regards to his true identity…

Requiring years of cold, hard therapy…

And would end so very horribly…

Sapping any dregs of sympathy…

From people in the industry…

Who laughed at the turmoil of history…

And derided all his claims of tyranny…

Leaving his tears to fall wearily…

Questioning all remaining sanity…

And whilst others mocked his sincerity…

His best laid plans were made secretly…

Never leaving it to serendipity…

And forging a life of mystery…

In a world removed from visibility…

Whilst creating the unique ability…

To experience life so stealthily…

And grasping every opportunity…

To dine in the Devil’s own company…

Becoming the man he wanted to be…

Despite acting so fucking childishly…

And the pleasure ending so painfully…

Locking away memories without a key…

As the storm raged on, so violently…

And “THEY” attacked, so silently…

Whilst he tried to carry on defiantly…

Becoming an outcast of society…

But carrying his scars so eloquently…

Alongside his quest for sobriety…

A battle he fought so privately…

But would never end up positively…

For the child who became inevitably…

Lost since Nineteen Seventy Three…

~

16 responses to ““I once was blind but now I see”…

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s