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I’m not locked in with you…
You’re locked in with me…
Can you now understand…
Do your eyes finally see…
That this is my prison…
My own private cell…
You’re now my cell mate…
Welcome to my Hell…
You’ll soon begin to realise…
And be quick to discover…
The life that you craved for…
Is not like any of the others…
It’s got tied up hands…
And a chained up mind…
Is this what you wanted…
Did you think you would find…
A life that was different…
Full of colour and wonder…
Days of sheer excitement…
Nights of lightning and thunder…
What were you expecting…
What the fuck were you thinking…
Did you not understand me…
When I told you I was sinking…
But you don’t fucking listen…
Only hear what you want…
Now you’ve see my reality…
And it’s starting to haunt…
Do you think I enjoy this…
It’s a fucking feeble existence…
Walking round in circles…
And looking for instance…
Of deep dark distraction…
To get myself through…
I thought I had found that…
And instead I found you…
But you wanted more…
Now you’re locked in with me…
Maybe now you understand…
And your eyes finally see…
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I think all I have to say to this, and quite an appropriate response I feel this is, is “Woah”. This is VERY well written.
Thank you for your kind words Kaprekar – Cheers J
Reblogged this on THE PAST can BITE me and commented:
I have no words
Thank you for the re:blog, it is really appreciated – Cheers J