“She may be the mirror of my dreams”…

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He won’t be the first…
And will not be the last…

To have his heart broken…
Shattered just like glass…

Fooled by the lightning…
That flashed in her eyes…

The danger and excitement…
Yet deceived by her lies…

The words of seduction…
That nestled inside his ear…

And made him pine for her…
When she wasn’t near…

He won’t be the last…
To fall for her charms…

Leaving him so blinded…
Causing so much harm…

Ripping him into pieces…
As he fell deeper in love…

Thinking she was his Princess…
Fitting like hand in glove…

Caught up in the moment…
His heart franticly beating…

But she took him for granted…
And was already cheating…

Both on herself and on him…
As she kept looking for fun…

He was not enough for her…
He could never be the one…

Who would tie her down…
Make her heart surrender…

Becoming so soft and gentle…
So loving and so tender…

It was never her style…
And not ever on the cards…

As she craved his attention…
But then coldly discards…

When it got too much…
Or required any emotion…

And he won’t be the last…
To have his heart fooled,
then broken…

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“Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over”…

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You didn’t care
for her emotions…

What she said
or how she felt…

She was just a puppet
whose strings you
manipulated and held…

She was like a fool…
Obeying your rule…
No matter how cruel….

Bending to your will…

As you blurred the lines…

She chased you, yet still
you remained…

So cold and so sane…

Amidst the madness…
And her whole hearted
sadness…

You distracted…
You then distorted…
Until finally she resorted…

To claiming your cold, cold heart…

As her trophy, her prize…

Spellbinding your
eyes…

She finally saw through your
lies…

Unwrapped your soul…
Broke away from your hold…

Finding an escape…
Making no mistake…

And never looked back…

To where days were
so Black…

You forced her to
attack…

And then walk away…

With a regret that
stays…

Frozen in ice…

Paying such a
high price…

But she no longer thinks
of you…

Or those memories
so fucking cruel…

And you no longer rule…

Her heart…

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“I dream at night, I can only see your face”…

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He’s obsessing again…
He can’t let her go…
She’s always in there…
A sexual vision, all aglow…

He can’t shake her off…
She’s not easy to leave…
When he closes his eyes…
It’s only her in his dream…

She haunts his head…
Occupies all his thoughts…
She’s the one who began this…
Now that memory taunts…

She played and she flirted…
Dancing undressed in a booth…
She was just fucking with him…
But he can’t handle the truth…

That she will never be his…
She’s out of his league…
Yet he clings onto the hope…
She’ll be seduced by his intrigue…

If only he could hold her…
For just one lustful night…
Arms locked around her…
His lip she would bite…

But this powerful feeling…
Will destroy everything…
It’s driving him crazy…
Yet it would be worth any sin…

So he watches from a distance…
Monitors every move that she makes…
Wishes he was beside her…
For her, his whole body aches…

He longs for that kiss…
Prays to the gods for her touch…
He can’t stop thinking about her…
And he wants her so much…

But if he cannot have her…
No other man can…
So he’s stood in the shadows…
About to initiate his dark plan…

She’s walking towards him…
She hasn’t got a clue…
He’s ready, willing and waiting…
For a final murderous rendezvous…

He’s obsessing again…
This time he won’t let her go…
It’s all planned to perfection…
No one will ever know…

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“Maybe I can’t see, maybe it’s just me”…

 

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This pain will one day pass and
your eyes will begin to see…

The world spinning around you is still,
full of wonder and fantasy…

The hurt that you are feeling,
will heal in the fullness of time…

Becoming your heart’s scar tissue and
a lump that will always remind…

Of the time when you flew high,
with wings amongst the birds…

Danced between thunder and lightning,
as electricity ignited your world…

Taking you to some places that,
you never thought you’d go…

Providing you with such experiences,
you never thought you’d know…

And emotions seldom felt before,
thanks to a version of yourself unseen…

Someone who sat deep within you,
but you never had the chance to be…

But now she walks alongside you and
the two of you have become one…

Now you face the challenge of,
keeping this version out of the sun…

Making sure she’s quietly hidden and
forcing her out of plain sight…

Because if reality ever sees her,
your mind will lose this fight…

And then life won’t be worth living,
because it will not be worth the cost…

As everything you know and love,
will be shattered and be lost…

So don’t let her colour your world and
prevent her from taking control…

Be strong and fucking fight her,
because the prize is your very soul…

As I promise this pain will pass and
your eyes will slowly begin to see…

That what was so very exciting,
was always just a vivid fantasy…

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“There’s still a little bit of your taste in my mouth”…

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  • Careful what you wish for…
  • As wishes do come true…
  • Never speak of the one you adore…
  • Nothing good comes from this voodoo…
  • Once the Devil hears it…
  • Never again can it be taken back…
  • Beware he doesn’t make you admit…
  • All you desire, all that is Black…
  • Longing for the stunning, the one with mystical eyes…
  • Lust in your heart, will only lead to your demise…

“I will let you down, I will make you hurt”…

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He never really knew you…
Only knew your name…
It made him feel so sick…
And he carried so much shame…

Deep within his heart…
And so far down inside…
Now that you are gone…
He’s glad that you have died…
 
It removed any doubt…
Or the slightest possibility…
Of ever running into you…
Or him ever having to see…

You with his own eyes…
And talk uncomfortably…
In front of a total stranger…
Behind a mask of bravery…
 
And speak such hollow words…
That would really mean fuck all…
Such feeble conversation…
Where worthless words would fall…

He buried you a long time ago…
Deep within his memory…
Pretended that you didn’t exist…
A ghost no other could see…
 
He moved on with the task in hand…
Of growing up alone…
In another time and place…
And somewhere he renamed home…

Where you did not belong…
And he really did not care…
You were already dead to him…
And a secret he could not share…
 
Because he never really knew you…
And you never took the time…
To even so much as contact him…
And ask if he was fine…

But now he’s all alone…
With doubts, but without you…
Fucking life up his own way…
But somehow he’ll get through…

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“When I look into your eyes, I can see a love restrained”…

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Today I welcome back my Guest Poet Kavitha – Enjoy!

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“My Unwritten Love Letter”

In moments of when I did not have the right words to say;
I would write my love letters to you in writing…I knew only this way.
For it seems that just as good the good moments are;
The bad moments seemed just as bad, making the good seem so far.
 
When the moments were good, it was absolute bliss;
It felt like we were in our own little world, so wondrous like a first kiss.
With gentle whispers in the late hours of the night;
Words that were so sweet, and carried love with great might.
 
But then there were long moments of silence that were so deafeningly strong;
It just ripped my heart out…and a thing he could not understand that it was wrong.
As days would go by…there were many nights that I cried myself to sleep;
He not knowing how my love for him ran deep.
 
I often wondered if the love was one-sided;
When our hearts banged and collided.
Time that was lost, without any explanation or rhyme;
I would ask him, “Was time with me, ever worth your dime?”
 
Yet every time I heard his voice, I forgot about all of the pain;
And all to rest, the hurt was lain.
If he only would show me that same kind of love;
That makes me soar heights like a dove.
 
Then we could fly forever away;
To love’s heaven bound ways.
For I realize my love is unconditional in nature;
Despite his emotion or societal stature.
 
My heart writes this untold letter to him, everyday;
For these are words that I could never say.
Wondering if I ever meant as much to him, as he does to me;
In my heart and dreams I wish it was meant to be.

You can read more of Kavitha’s work on http://www.foodforthespiritualsoul.wordpress.com/

If you would like a guest poet slot, drop me your words, a photo and a song from youtube to eyewillnotcry@hotmail.co.uk