“We dreamers have our ways, of facing rainy days”…

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Is that a light at the end of the tunnel…
Or is it an onrushing train…
She’s having trouble trying to focus…
And see though this heavy rain…
She’s feeling so old and so tired…
Her soul feels drained and listless…
So much dark depression surrounds her…
It’s so hard to feel anything but lifeless…
 
The world keeps on turning against her…
She feels she can’t do right from wrong….
No matter how people encourage…
She hasn’t the strength to feel strong…
Whenever something good happens…
The rug gets pulled from under her feet…
What is the point of going forward…
Maybe she should just admit defeat…
 
And succumb to the blackness inside her…
Swallow the pills and just stop…
No one around her would notice…
Even if she jumped off the nearest rooftop…
She tried to live life on the bright side…
And allowed her thoughts to roam free…
Plucked up the courage to be herself…
And let people witness the real she…
 
But Karma always seemed an issue…
The type with an instant effect…
For every two stumbled steps forward…
She’d be crushed like an annoying insect…
So she retreated into her black cave…
Into the sanctuary that darkness provides….
Where the invisibility always protects you…
Whilst peeling away at the soul with a knife…
 
People say that it’s all in her head…
And that it’s really all in her mind…
But they have no right to comment…
This reality is hers, not yours or mine….
There is nothing more that can be done…
No words can take this feeling away…
No pills, no potions and no witchcraft…
Can cure the cancer that’s eating away…
 
So she’s faced with a daily decision…
To move forward or fall just apart…
But her energy levels are so low…
She’s not clear where she should start…
She needs light at the end of the tunnel…
But will accept an onrushing train…
Whatever is best, she really doesn’t care…
Because she’s drowning in this heavy rain…

8 responses to ““We dreamers have our ways, of facing rainy days”…

  1. Wow… just plain wow!

    Take me out of the heavy rain
    Where I’m drench in pain
    Life had me in a chain
    Oh God, make me sane! 🙂

    G

  2. Oh I got this one…boy did I ever! It’s as if you had opened my mind and soul and poured my feelings onto the page…well done my friend, well done

    S xx

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