“Climbing as we fall, we dare to hold on to our fate”…

madnessbychriskoehler

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Underneath his world…
Floating within inner space…

Trapped inside his mental box…
Struggling to stay awake…

His eyes so tired and heavy…
Nothing around makes sense…

Feels taken for granted…
And so wound up and tense…

Does he even fucking exist…
Would the universe even care…

If he just disappeared…
Is he even really there…

What is his life’s mission…
Where should he go next…

He really should try to focus…
But reality fights and rejects…

And disregards all reason…
All hope and all that’s real…

In the crazy world he lives in…
Where he begs, borrows and steals…

Things that are not his own…
Where he’s become the thief…

Like a magpie chasing Gold…
Getting high on such mischief…

And discovering his path…
That fate has cruelly mapped out…

Each day such an awakening…
With so much to think about…

And so many goddamn reasons…
To turn his back on this life…

Surrender to the demons…
That thrive upon his strife…

And mock his every move…
Each painstaking interaction…

They pick out all his faults…
And look for his reaction…

It’s so mentally draining…
How much more can he take…

Before he says “Enough”
Before he finally breaks…

But so little energy remains…
To put up any sort of fight

And run away from everything…
Through the tunnel, towards the light…

As he’s had enough of this world…
And he feels a waste of space…

He needs to escape his mental box…
And vanish without a trace…

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