“Like a stormy sky, it’s a sad song”…

5

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Maybe she just didn’t love you…

Maybe it was never meant to be…

Maybe she gave you every chance…

Maybe you just couldn’t see…

Maybe on some deep level…

Maybe she just didn’t connect…

Maybe that was both your fault…

Maybe now’s the time to forget…

Maybe you will learn from this lesson…

Maybe, but then again, maybe not…

Maybe that’s the way it goes…

Maybe you simply deserved all you got…

Maybe you can live with this regret…

Maybe you will accept this price…

Maybe someday you’ll ask forgiveness…

Maybe next time, you’ll think twice…

Maybe in another life…

Maybe you’ll meet her again…

Maybe you’d be better placed…

Maybe she’d avoid causing you pain…

Maybe there is a reason…

Maybe you should try to find…

Maybe it’s right before you…

Maybe that’s why she was so unkind…

Maybe she had every right…

Maybe it was all your fault…

Maybe she just retaliated…

Maybe in your wound, she rubbed salt…

Maybe that will make you think…

Maybe you should do all you can…

Maybe you will live life differently…

Maybe try to be a better man…

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“Like a stormy sky, it’s a sad song”…

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Maybe I just didn’t love you…

Maybe it was never meant to be…

Maybe I gave you every chance…

Maybe you just weren’t for me…

Maybe on some deep level…

Maybe we just didn’t connect…

Maybe that was both our fault…

Maybe now’s the time to forget…

Maybe I will learn from this lesson…

Maybe, but then again, maybe not…

Maybe that’s the way it goes…

Maybe I simply deserved all I got…

Maybe I can live with this regret…

Maybe I will accept this price…

Maybe someday I’ll ask forgiveness…

Maybe next time, I’ll think twice…

Maybe in another life…

Maybe we’ll meet again…

Maybe I’d be better placed…

Maybe we’d avoid any pain…

Maybe there is a reason…

Maybe I should try to find…

Maybe it’s right before me…

Maybe that’s why you were so unkind…

Maybe you had every reason…

Maybe it was all my fault…

Maybe you just retaliated…

Maybe in my wound, you put salt…

Maybe that will make me think…

Maybe I should do all I can…

Maybe I could live life differently…

Maybe I should try to be, a better man…

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“All the things, come back to you”…

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Her decent into Hell strangely began…
In a random encounter with a Chinese man…

Who spoke quietly, all about his life…
The trauma, the troubles and all his strife…

About how he fought for everything…
Before he taught his soul to sing…

Steven Tyler sang as she went on her way…
Dream on were the words she heard him say…

“All the things, come back to you”…
Was the warning in this surreal tune…

But she didn’t listen to that warning…
Her course was set until the morning…

And with the wind beginning to build…
The night air was becoming strangely filled…

With the scent of something so unknown…
And into turmoil she was utterly thrown…

As the eyes of a Demon came into view…
It was one of those moments that feels so true…

Burns down to the core of your very soul…
The spine-tingling moment you lose control…

She looked at him and he stared at her…
For just one second she would honestly swear…

There was a point of connected clarity…
And from that moment on, she could not see…

Blind and powerless he led the dance…
She began floating in a half dazed trance…

Wandering down life’s darkened street…
And in an instant she felt the heat…

Of Hell’s burning flames calling out…
And her head was filled with thoughts of doubt…

But the Demon was much too strong…
She became enchanted as they went along…

The city held her in its powerful sway…
Through winding streets and alley ways…

Intoxicated in the rain filled air…
Yet by his side, she just didn’t care…

The Demon tempted and pointed to drink…
And she began to fall and into Hell she did sink…

The world she knew just melted away…
Reality blurred, no hint of dismay…

Fallen angels began to set their traps…
Under the moonlight, somewhere she collapsed…

And became a different version or three…
The kind she could never let the real world see…

Jumping from one planet on to another…
It was only then that she discovered…

Something so different, something so refined…
And in a stolen moment, lips intertwined…

As the world around faded from view…
She forgot everything she thought she knew…

Hell’s fire burned bright and Red…
As the Demon invited her into his bed…

But at the point of no return…
As the Devil danced and the flames did burn…

The Chinese man once again appeared…
This time older, with a Grey beard…

Said “Wait, it’s not too late,
Don’t give in and become the Devil’s first mate.
All is not as it seems,
Free yourself from this Demon’s dreams”…

The words struck deep into her heart…
And the Demon and she did reluctantly depart…

When she awoke to face the new born day…
She lay there, wondering what on Earth to say…

It had felt like the most vivid dream…
And she let out the most silent scream…

Her soul now scarred and ripped forever…
But with no regret, not now, not ever…

The Chinese man never again returned…
But his words carried so deep into her soul, it burned…

Now Steven Tyler keeps singing his haunting song…
As the Demon was dragged to Hell, where he belongs…

“Real and right and true, the sky is blue”…

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I would like to take this opportunity to thank you all for your support in Twenty Thirteen and wish you all the very best for the festive period.

No matter where you are, who you are or what you are, I hope that you find everything you are looking for and receive everything you are hoping and wishing for.  

…peace…

Cheers J

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“Take me, back from the darkness where they sent me”…

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A dream within a dream…
Where nothing’s what it seems…
And angels watch and scream…

Then turn their back…

On what plays out before
them…

The drama that unfolds…

In a way that blinds their
eyes…

And leaves scorch marks
on their souls…
A dream where no one can
know…

Where realities collide…
And danger and demons
hide…
Where only the toughest
survive…

An all out attack…
From out of the black…

And within the abyss…
Where a blink would miss…
And the winged queen
may dismiss…

A plea from the heart…
That was doomed from
the start…

And begin where she ends…
Where lightning strikes and
bends…

The strands of time…
And one by one, in a line…
The crawling sinner’s fucked up
crime…

Is judged and condemned…

By a system that controls…
Owns all of the souls…

That weep and fly around…
Screaming, yet not making
a sound…
Deep underneath the ground…

In a version of Hell…
Where voiceless demons tell…
And hopeless victims sell…

Themselves…

And all that they own…
In the hope that
forgiveness is shown…
Within this dream that’s
grown…

Into the next…
Leaving your head so
vexed…
It’s all so fucking
complex…

And so complicated…
The Devil should have
waited…
Instead he fucking
created…

The lost…
Left counting the cost…
In a winter field of frost…
With wires severely
crossed…

In a dream within
a dream…
Where nothing is
what it seems…

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“Our lives dictated by tradition, superstition, false religion”…

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Can you take it so…
So deep and within…
Within this cruel world…
World full of dark sin…

Will you dare to swallow…
Swallow all their lies…
Lies and utter deceit…
Deceit hidden in their eyes…

That are full of longing…
Longing for much more…
More than expected…
Expected or bargained for…

When forced to your knees…
Knees bent as you pray…
Pray to a God, somewhere…
Somewhere far, far away…

Whilst you are ordered…
Ordered to fucking obey…
Obey all their rules…
Rules that will betray…

And leave you wide open…
Open and so exposed…
Exposed to their evil…
Evil that can’t be transposed…

As your hands are tied…
Tied behind your naked back…
Back where stark reality…
Reality rebels and attacks…

Leaving you shaking…
Shaking and in such a mess…
Mess within your head…
Head that’s in distress…

But “THEY” are watching…
Watching from their tree…
Tree filled with satanic owls…
Owls screaming like Banshees…

In a moment of pleasure…
Pleasure mixed with such pain…
Pain from deep inside you…
You know you’re to blame…

So will you take it as…
As it burns deep within…
Within this cruel world…
World full of dark sin…

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