“I was feeling insecure, you might not love me anymore”…

~

My first thought in the morning…
And last thought late at night…
I think of her in everything I do…
Even though it’s just not right…

She made a decision long ago…
To follow a different path…
She needed to walk it alone…
I struggled with the aftermath…

I couldn’t bear to think of her…
In the arms of another man…
Holding hands and kissing him…
This was not part of the plan…

She meant everything to me…
And was everything I had…
The greatest love of my life…
I needed her so very bad…

Her eyes contained the universe…
The Sun, the Moon and stars…
Letting her slip through fingers…
Was the root cause of my scars…

Which became a bad depression…
That consumed my broken soul…
Nothing on Earth could mend me…
No other could make me whole…

Then one fateful day I saw her…
Though she didn’t recognise me…
I followed her round for hours…
Would she hear a poor boy’s plea…

But courage was sadly lacking…
Fearing the moment was gone…
I panicked and came up behind her…
And did something so very wrong…

The car park was dark and empty…
Her body was down on the floor…
Gently picking her up in my arms…
It felt just like it was before…

I took her back to my place…
And tied her up on the bed…
Wiped the tears from her eyes…
And gently stroked her head…

I told her “Please don’t panic”
That she belonged with me…
She was forgiven for leaving…
Over time that she would see…

For a few days life was perfect…
And everything just went to plan…
Till I came home to find her escaping…
And that’s when I became THE MAN

Pushing her down the stairwell…
Her neck snapped in the fall…
Not the way it was meant to end…
And I was not very happy at all…

Now she lives in the freezer…
Her body divided into bags…
She’s going to be with me forever…
Despite this unfortunate snag…

My first thought in the morning…
And last thought late at night…
I think of her in everything I do…
Even though it’s just not right…

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